I guess I belong with this group.
HOMG...I'm a bundle of emotions, too! I post on the main board occassionally and just posted that even with the upcoming surgery, I just feel like I'm going to fail. I'm not so worried about the actual procedure because I haven't thought about it!
Welcome to the group! Can you believe that you're only four days away??!! Congratulations! Can't wait to hear how it goes!