WOW, Jaci!!! That's GREAT!! Here's Mine.. Last week: 195 Today: 195 Kay PS~ You said, "Weirdness"! That's my daughters favorite word this week! LOL

Didn't see a post, so I thought I'd do this beautiful Monday. Our State Fair kicks up Wednesday and boy is it a stressful time!!!!! Last week: 221 This Week: 213!!! Total Loss: 8 Pounds!!!!! I totally quit the munching... weirdness!

I do really think about some of the people that were here in the very beginning (the ones that left because of the momentary drama that was here at one point). They were super awesome people and I hope they did and are doing well. Some of the "trouble makers",,,,,,,eh not so much! I love seeing the regulars post though. I'm sure we had the BEST group of people on the boards! Do you some times wonder what would it be of you if you still would be obese??? I've honestly never really thought about it. The thought of being fat again makes me cry though. I ASSUME I'd probably be having more health problems, I doubt I'd be in school, and I know I wouldn't be as active as I am today. Do you some times miss something about your old life??? Yes, the food and not caring. Do you sime times wonder about the people you have met, loved and never knew again from them??? Often! Do you some times feel that you are exactly where you have to be??? I don't know! I don't really think like that often. I'm just 'here' and that keeps me busy enough! Hugs, Renee

Ummmmmm.........Im pregnant! Im 21 weeks and 1 day! My due date is Dec. 21. Im still in shock myself. This was not a planned pregnancy, I thought I was finished. But I guess I was wrong! LOL We had our ultrasound last week and its a girl. We are thinking of using the name Brylee. I just wanted to let you guys know that Im here checking on the board everyday! I havent been posting, I was waiting on the US so I could tell you the gender. Im on the Post-op pregnancy board every day also. Its been a great help. I miss you guys and I will be posting more often. I have also updated my profile with US pix and one of me at 20 weeks. Im HUGE! LOL Love you guys, Kristi

Here you have my answers: Do you some times wonder what would it be of you if you still would be obese??? Perhaps it sounds tragic, but I would probably be dead... befor my surgery it wasn't life. I suffered a lot, but more important I made my family suffered bacause of my condition. It was not a life. Plainly speaking I wasn't able to enjoy of anything, not my children, not my wife and certainly live had no motivations at all... Do you some times miss something about your old life??? No... I miss youth... I am starting to feel ant realize that I am almots 44. Not a bad age but ceratinly I am not a young man any more... I wonder if I could contolled my apitite if I could done more that I did... I certainly miss youth and not being worried for anything Do you sime times wonder about the people you have met, loved and never knew again from them??? Yes... I have met few people in which I really got interested for... and never knew of them any more. I know I can't be intrusive and look for somebody that has shown no interest to keep in touch, but some of them always have a space deep within me and I alwas am wondering what about them.... Do you some times feel that you are exactly where you have to be??? Some times I feel like all that I have gone through had to happened for a reason. I feel blessed after all of that of being whole, healthy, loved. Some times I wonder if I would take differente decisitions what would it be with me and my family??? I feel sooooo blessed on having a job that I enjoy, that is stable and allows me to offer my family a path that will allow them to go on in life without the anguish we had gone through the last few years... God Bless all of you... I feel sooo thankfull of all the love I had received here... Alex Alex