I have to admit I am so bad at excercising, I have been riding on this afraid to use to my abs for a year now, well I guess since he did some more muscle tightening in this last round I can ride it out for a few more monthes, I really do need to start working out I have noticed my thighs are getting really squishy and there is no way I am getting a thigh lift, I have told myself I am even going to stay away from the PS board so I don't get convinced by all of the well meaning people over there to just go ahead and do it.... Don't cry any more you will be fine and love your new look.... HAVE A GREAT WEEK TORI oh yeah the 80s are nice it turned out to be 86 Friday, but we skip right over spring and I think that is the greatest time of year.........I guess there are give and takes where ever you live.

Congrats to you, so succesful and in your own right. Go for it all!!! You are a hero to so many.....thank you for sharing.

wow 80s would be so amazing Tori, you're soo lucky!! Congrats on the latest surgery though, that must be amazing!!! Wow I can't believe you still swell from over a year ago! That's nuts!!! It sucks cuz from the 3 days of abs you could FEEL them already! I'm not so scared of the pain really I'm just not sure... I have been crying on and off for a week. It's so stupid. My poor b/f. He doesn't know what to do or say anymore. I have one more after this and it will be awhile before I can afford it... be lucky if it's at the end of the year like I wanted, I doubt it. Maybe that's good though.

Just a quick hi to everyone! I hope everyone is doing really well! One more week of school and it's spring break here, FINALLY!!! Can't wait for some time off, school is crazy! Everything here is okay... tummy was doing FABULOUSLY until I went back to exercising (which I WAS cleared for). Aparently my tummy didn't get the memo so it's really swollen and icky again and I'm back to wearing my binder and girddle thing 24/7. My BA is on Wed. I can tell you I have NEVER EVER been so afraid in my life of having surgery. I don't know why. I'd lose every penny if I don't go through with it or I kind of think I probably wouldn't. I'm scared I'll get frankenstein breasts or something. I even cry about it. I'm scared they'll be too big, or not big enough or different sizes, or one higher than the other or cross 'eyed' nipples, or... Okay I guess I'm not okay, I'm obviously going insane. I think it's school stress too!?! haha Weight loss is good though. I'm trying to make it to a new goal of 130 and I'm at 137 right now. Mostly cuz of the cold going around and I don't want to eat! Well, if you sunshine please send some up to Wisconsin !!! I can't wait for spring! Lots of love and hugs, thinking of you guys! Renee

happy almost birthday !!!!!!!!!!! I know you like to try new things and I found something wonderful...Its called the Oh Yeah bar by ISS 26 grams of protien, it has 8 sugars but you are full on 1/2 of the bar so thats 4 and I got the chocolate & carmel (tastes just like a baby ruth) they have lots of flavors I am going to the vitamin shoppe at lunch to get more.......mmmmgood HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND TORI