I was smaller last summer but not a size difference I do notice things fitting different my thighs are ginormaous ( I think) maybe becuase that is the only thing I have not had lifted...lol..... but yes I do see my pants tighter on the thighs and blouses tight around the bustline but loose in the tummy so they look sort of funny. I have never ever had to wear anything fitted but I may start just to look like I have a figure as far as the swimsuit goes I need a Large top but a small bottem all to cover up with my little gause coverup because I don't want anyone to see my thighs...... Hey how is it going with the B-12 patch I notice lots of increased energy the day I take it however in a couple of days it wains and I am still having trouble with sharpness...have you had your levels checked since you started it ? I was wondering the other day if I should.... just to make sure it really works and is not just in my head...you know ? HAVE A GREAT WEDNESDAY TORI

Ok so not much better on kicking the starbucks habit..... Today I had: bk: 1 SF VANILLA LATTE 1/2 Box of flax seed water crackers throughout the day lch: small turkey rice soup and 1/2 breadstick snk: 1 SF VANILLA LATTE dnr: a few chips and guaguamole (sp) and 1/2 of a cheese crisp snk: Had these really awesome sf brownies that I made from EGGFACES BLOG she has some amazing stuff on there if you have never been it worth the look, I make them with extra ricotta and more nuts to up the protien and I cut them in very small pieces so when I say brownie(s) I really mean 1 as far as fluid goes again only the lattes and 1 diet Dr Pepper (which gave me horrible gas and does everytime I drink it so why you ask ????? HAVE A GREAT WEDNESDAY TORI

Fear of failure is not an issue for me because I consider myself a go getter when I wanna be. I used to have fear of rejection, but it's such a small issue to me now. I look at it like this....it just doesn't go down for EVERYBODY. I'm included in that everybody. I know it seems SO simple, but it really is just that simple for me at this point. As far as men, I think that hell....I'm not interested in every man I meet, so I can't expect every man I'm attracted to to be interested in me. AND IT'S OKAY! Of course our little egos are hurt for a minute, but then I get over it real fast and move on to the next! April

Thanks for starting this up again!! I soooo need this!! I'll definitely be joining in on starting the thread some days! We can do this!! I've been sick the past few days, so I've been living on soup and not much else, except last night I did have a little sustenance for a meal...chicken. Here goes today: 8 oz. protein hot chocolate 15g protein 12 oz. protein coffee 23g protein 1 oz. spaghetti/meat sauce w/spoonful of ricotta; 1/4c. LF cottage cheese w/6 pineapple chunks 1 slice cheese toast, 1/2c. split pea soup 3 oz. chicken breast, salad w/ .5 oz RF shredded cheese Didn't count cals or total protein but will do it tomorrow. No exercise yet...I may start back up on Thursday when I feel a lil better. April

I attended a great class recently, the point they drilled down in is are we respond to our deepest fears and those typically go to one of two parallels - fear of rejection or fear or failure. WOW. That resonated with me. I am fear of rejection - I know I will succeed in what ever I do....but it makes you really think. What do you fear most - failure or rejection??? WHY???!! ~Tiff (Lets get talking again.....)