Happy things are going well for you !!!!!!!!!!!!! Have a great week Tori

I AM SMALLER !!!!!!!!!!!! Ha La Ha Ha Ha ... last year at this time I was in my 8th month of pregnancy! Now I am only in my second month. I am really, really floppy in my belly. I talked to my OB about possibly piggybacking a panni after my c-section. That would help me a lot but an LBL would be even better, but I have 4, almost 5 kids so I cannot really justify the $$$ for now.

Hey there! Good to see you again! Highest 294 Lowest 130ish (but I was sick!) Current 145 I'm with you guys on this, I just had an earlier start. I gained up to almost 160 as well. The stress with school just kicks my ass you know? Bad excuse, and exercise is the first to go. I won't let it be anymore. I've been back exercising and stuff for the last 4 weeks or so and getting my crap together. It's been SUPER SUPER hard! The stuff I used to do would drop the weight in a pretty reasonable amt of time now it goes off VERY slowly! I have to be honest too, and it's really hard to admit to, a few mos ago I kind of freaked out at the weight gain and was pretty unhealthy about it. I wouldn't eat hardly at all and actually was going to exercise 2x a day instead of just one. Yeah anorexia anyone? I didn't do this to turn out like that. The plastic surgery in some ways was worse for me. It makes me see more flaws and not less. I am not doing my last surgery at the end of the year. I want to wait a little longer and get my head on straight before I do it. And my poor body needs rest. Anyway I think I'm doing okay. I'm eating reasonably again, meaning better but not perfect and doing reasonable exercise, weights 3x a week and cardio 5x. I really feel good for the most part. I think we get to the lowest weight and a bounce back is completely normal. I think it freaks us out and we just want that lowest weight to stay. At least that's how it is for me. I really wanted to be a 130 lbs girl. When I was that, everyone thought I looked horrible. My mom compared me to my sick grandmother before she died? WTF? And honestly, I didn't like my body then either. I had this little bump thingy that stuck out on my sternum, my hip bones stuck out...That stuff is gone now... so maybe I do look better, I don't know. i'm just not sure how to deal with the not wanting the lower number any more either. Hugs to you! Renee Enjoy your break! I'm on mine but I have summer school that starts in June. Hugs! Renee

Hey Kay!! B- Turkey and Egg with cheese in the wheat tortilla S- 3 Red Vines- oops! L- Hamburger meat and cheese, ketchup S- 2 oz peanuts D- Some more hamburger Dessert: Jello and Pudding I have 96 oz water! Yay!

I've been away far to long!!! Congrats Jen! I'm glad things are okay with you and the baby! I will keep you guys in my thoughts. Dana