Hi every body!!!! Here I am, struggling about food!!! Let me tell you my story: Last weekend Male and the kids came to Jilotepec to visit me. When Male saw me she said: "Alex!!! are you all right??? you look bad!!!!" I replyed that I felt pefectly fine... That sunday we traveled to Guadalajra to spent the Father's day with my family. When my mother and sisters looked at me they looked concerned and said that I looked awful. That night I asked Male what was all of that, and she told me that I really looked bad, skinny, tired and sick... I went directly to the scale (I haven't one in Jilotepec) and surprise!!! I am weighting the lowest ever!!! I have lost 8 pounds the last few weeks. At 6 feet tall and around 40 years old, I don't think that it is healthy to loose more weight. To be honest my first thought was: Awesome!!!! but after all the comments received the past few days, it is evident the necessity to gain some weight again... So, I am here struggling with food again... but it is strange that now I am looking for ways to gain some weight in a healthy way. I called my nutritionist and she agrees with me that 177 pounds are way low for me. I am starting to have my snacks again. I stopped eating them and started to eat only three meals. I am having five meals again... I also, am planning to start up to work out in a gym to gain muscle tissue. I am a little bit mad with the fact that life is as it is and one is never quiet with life. There is always something that shadows your happiness... Well, by other side, my life is quiet and happy now. I am working hard, I love my job. Jilotepec is a really nice place, it is not noicy or poluted, it has forest and hills, the people is open and nice... I wish everybody a nice weekend... Hugs to all of you since Jilotepec Mexico!!! Alex

Hey Steph!!! Welcome back!!! you have been missed a lot!!! A big hug is in its way from here!!!! Alex

Welcome back Steph!

JM I am glad to see you posting and have thought of you often. I really hope everything works out. Love Jen

Thanks Kay, we think they are beautiful too, but I guess I am partial!