Time to be honest with myself

My last post was about a year ago mentioning i was considering a revision. im still only 4ft 9, but my weight has gone from 190 down to about 170. Its a daily struggle. i really thought that having surgery would be an easy fix.i go to the gym, and walk with my kids. i try to stay active and be aware of everything i put in my mouth.  I am not 100% compliant everyday, i snack and drink soda. i also drink 5 hour energys and im sure theyre somehow bad for me...

my bmi is about 35 and i count my blessing everyday that its not stil 51. i see that ive came a long way, but still get down in the dumps that im not at my ideal weight but the truth is im in my mid 30's and have had 3 children, its ok to be a size 14. not everyone is meant to fit into a size 6 cookie cutter image. im healthy and my family is happy thats whats truely important. with that being said i am seeing a revision specialist to see if he thinks theres any options for me. im not even sure my insurance will cover it but its worth my 20dollar co-pay to find out. if it doesnt hapen thats ok too but just think I want to see my options. at the end of the day i like to know i explored all my options.

Anyways im just checking in... hope everyone is well.

What is revision surgery?