My life here!!! (long)
I just can't miss the opportunity to express myself about the feelings I am experiencing right now after realizing all the changes that all of us are going through after two years of a continue evolution!!!
I would like to share some personal stuff here so forgive me if I become a little bit sensitive... LOL!!!
I started this adventure exactly two years ago... let me try to describe my mind, and soul two years ago... I was in a complete mess... I just had finished a very hurtfull and nasty experience... let me try to describe it... my family was usually a happy family (I am talking here about my parents and brother and sisters), we were always close to each other and peace and harmony was something that was always present with us. I am going to try to make this story short so I will only say that in 2005 it all went wrong... I had to leave everything in my life in order to go and deffend our family from an outside attack. My only brother was taken from us and his family and I had to take the problem in our hands. All the responsability of my parent's family, my own family and my brother's family were in my hands... it took us six months to recover my brother back. Those six months took us almost everything... I abandoned all means of productive life in order to deffend my brother and family's affairs. It took my parents health, and all our economic resources, but we succeed and we could recover him back. I remember that I went and get him free on December 15. We spend that Christmas in a fation of happyness and with a sense of going out of a night mare...
After having my brother back, I had to face the cruel reality... I had lost everything. I had no means to support my family at all... I had to abandoned our house and cars and everygthing. I sent my family to live with some of my wife's relatives and I went to my parents house. That was another nightmare that started for me... I was feeling like I was living in a black hole. No way out for me, I was fat, tired physically and mentally after my brother's experience not knowing what to do... feeling lost and without hope.
Then something happened... On the early of that January my Mother came and told me that she saw a friend of her that had the surgery done and have had very impressive results... one of my sisters offered me to pay the surgery in order to get my health and start to recover my life back. I decided to allow my family to help me out and decided to go to surgery... so for me it was a matter of life... my life, my family's life... I remember that I started to make the arrangemens on the first working Monday of that month... and for Friday it was done everything required to be able to have that surgery done... and my mother asked the Dr. to do the surgery as fast as posible and he said: why not tomorrow? it was on saturday 14th... and I had the surgery done that day...
I am sure that most of you know what happened after that... I have struggled to recover my life back... I am with my family now and fighting hard to get my profetional career back...
It all started with the surgery... and with my health coming back to me... it all feels like going out of a nasty nightmare.
Right now after two years of those events. I feel like going back to life. Having hopes and living my family and love, and peace again. I know that challenges are coming, I know that we all have our own believes, so forgive me to express that God made a big part here allowing me to get sterngth and love for him...
Sorry for the long post I just wanted to share some of my grattitude to all of you to support me and make me feel accepted eventhough I am from a diferent country and the very few men at this board...
I am utterly honest when I say that I love all of you very much!!!
Alejandro from Guadalajara Mexico
Alejandro, yours is a remarkable story. I am so happy that God, and I do believe in God, has made all of this possible for you. The Bible says that God will not give us more than we can carry. So God knows what a strong person you are and his is using you in a mighty way. I want to be the first to say happy second anniversary of your surgery.
Hazel