Sorry I've been quiet

Hey all~ Don't want you thinking that I went back into hiding. I just had a rough couple days. As you all know I left my husband back in June. Well our wedding anniversary was this past Thursday. I didn't think it would bother me as much as it did. Not that I missed him persay, just that I felt like a failure and seperated myself from everything and everyone...except Kristi of course! lol Oh well...that day is over...on to more important things. Hope you all have a good weekend. Try to stay away from all those tasty treats so we have a good weigh in on Monday. *hugs* Dawn

Hey Dawn, I can relate persay...I just got the call Thursday that my husband signed the divorce papers. Although my initial reaction was excitement(because he has been threatening not to sign them, and I just want to get it over with and move on), part of me felt awful, a total feeling of failure and questioning if I really tried hard enough. We can't beat ourselves up over it though, move on and learn, that's all we can do. {{{{{{HUGS}}}}} Karyn

Thanks Karyn~ I go to the lawyer on the 19th of Nov. I'm not waiting for him to file any longer. Enough is enough. I need the ties officially cut. I know what you mean though. Part of me feels so selfish...like this is the man that put up with me when I was my ugliest physically. But he couldn't be there for me when I was my ugliest mentally. And the bottom line is THAT is more important than anything...THAT is the sign of a lifetime companion. *hugs* Dawn

Hi Dawn, glad to see you made it through the week. It will get better with time! Hugs, Chris

Hey Dawn: I hope time will heal all the wounds... We are here with you. I wish you and your family the best. I would like to have the right words to offer you support and comfort, but sincerly I don't have them. I just can imagine the immense sorrow you have in your soul. I hope you will find peace, and harmony very soon. Alejandro from Guadalajara Mexico

I'm sorry you've been sad It will get better with time... You're probably sick of hearing that too...but it is true. Hugs, Anna

Hey sweet girl We all have our "bad" days. But don't let this keep you down. Have your "pitty-party" and then move on to bigger and better. You have so much to be grateful for. Just try and stay positive and you'd be surprised how well things turn out. I promise Sending hugs, Ronna

So sorry you are going through this......... Tori

Wow girl I have been out of the loop for months. Actually almost a year since I moved to California. Dang life goes so fast. I am sorry to hear about your seperation, but everything happens for a reason, and it's actually a good thing your figured it out now rather than 20 years from now like some others. Your young and you have so much to look forward to. Good Luck K