I am a RYP failure

So, I fell off the wagon and am back up to 210.8! I hate my fat a$$ right now! I am having such a hard time sticking with the program. Here is my part of problem ... Sunday --- potluck after church - stuffed my face birthday party - cake and icecream - I HAD to eat what Grace did not finish I feel so fat and disgusting - even more than when I weighed 315 pounds! ...... Off to have lunch --- just what i need! - see ya later

Jen everyday is a new day and an opportunity for a new start. You are NOT a failure. Just look at all you've been able to accomplish and all while raising 4 gorgeous kids. You ROCK! And you CAN do it.!!!! I have decided to do a liquid day every week. I felt so good when I did it that I want to keep it up. And today is day 13 for me without any processed carbs. I know that if I can do it anyone can!!! I'm pulling for you. Sending hugs, Ronna

Jen, seems to be the trend right now that alot of us are struggling, but darling you are NOT a failure! I agree with Ronna, every day is a new day. It sucks that we will all have these battles for the rest of our lives but just because we have a bad day once in a while does not mean we are failures. Hang in there, you can do it! Karyn

Jen, you're not a failure! We're almost all fighting the same demons right now. You've got 4 kids to take care of and not much time for yourself, I'm sure. Hang in there. You'll get where you want eventually! Karla

I have been hating my fat arse, too, and completely understand. Especially that our feelings are stronger than when we were at our heaviest. Dont forget all your accomplishments and what you take on every day. You are molding the lives of 4 precious children and they need your strength, too. As the others said, each day is new and a new opportunity. Hugs, Tiffany

Jen, You are not a failure... at least you tried to start the program. I on the other hand keep coming up with excuses on why I should not start. I over eat and feel like I am sabotaging my succuss. Why you ask? Who the heck knows. Maybe I am afraid of the attention. Maybe I am afraid of failure. Or a hundred other reasons why..... WLS is not an easy fix. It is so very hard to commit myself to this new life style after 40+ years of bad eating habits and low self image issues. Do not be so hard on yourself. You can overcome this! You have a new baby for heavens sake! I read your posts and you are some kind of hero to me! Cath

Hugs Jen You are not a failure, everyday is a new day. You can do it.