This will be a little difficult to read...
Hi Dawn,
I looked at your picture and you are so beautiful and it makes me so sad you have been having such a ruff time. My thoughts will be with you. You are getting help. That is the best thing you can do for yourself. It can't all be the surgery. The surgery as made you beautiful and I only wish I was in a size 4. The surgery saved your life and now it is time for you to save your own life. Work hard with your doctor and let us all know how you are doing. My heart goes out to you. Do the best you can to save yourself for you are worth saving. Only you can do the job. Darling, you have a lot of living to do so do the best you can. Thanks for telling us your feelings.
Joyce