I need to ramble ...
This is a post for me to vent ....
I feel so terrible. I am TIRED - I am puffy - I am miserable - I was in the bathroom 1/2 the night last night. I lost 2 pounds in 3 hours. I want to cry - why??? I don't know.
Everytime I move or Faith moves, I hurt.
I have pain in my upper rib cage every time I eat - I wonder if my gallbladder is bad.
And I am freakin hungry all the damn time. After spending 1/2 the night on the toilet, at 3am, I had to come downstairs and have a sandwich b/c my stomach HURT from hunger.
I want to go to bed ... I have my kids plus the little girl I babysit ... not going to bed ...
I cannot wait until Tuesday. I really would like to deliver now, sitting here at the kitchen table!
Two nights ago we spent time at L&D b/c Miss Faith had not moved in 6 hours. Her movements are slowing way down. I worry about that. UUUUUGGGGG.
I did not want to put this post on the preggo board b/c so many women there are trying and would love to be in my miserable condition.
Trying to be happy .... and not even able to fake it ...