Greetings from Mexico
I'm so glad to see you are in up beat spirits. I had read some of your profile awhile back. You were going thru a lot. But life does get better. I have been thru many ups and downs in my lifetime as well. I was unemployed for nearly 2 1/2 years during the 1990 recession. Broke, depressed, and often thought of ending it all. But I hung in there. Life took some wild ups and downs during that period. It took awhile but I recovered financially and am doing very well now. It took a lot of hard work and determination. I finally figured out I couldn't depend on others but I needed to depend on myself and my own inter strength to become successfull again.
Good luck to you.
Laurie