Come Rant with me!

aww, Kay you made me cry! Just the thought of having all you to be my baby's God parents is so sweet, I couldn't ask for any better than that! I will keep trying for sure! Karyn

Karyn, Everything happens in God's time not our. OK SO WHY DOESN"T HER HURRY UP?????? This is my daily saying. We have been trying for baby # 2 since Grace was 17 days old! We used b/c up unitl the beginning of October. So we are trying too. Let's support each other through this one. I have been through the gammet, fertility drugs, miscarriage high risk pregnancy - you name it. It took us 13 years to have Grace. Sorry about your hubby, maybe he is feeling bad b/c of his situation. May God Bless you with the perfect job very soon! God Bless! Jen

Kay....no you didn't!!!! Don't even get me started! But here it goes: 1) Didn't get any friggin sleep today before working a 16 hr. nightshift because my dayum maintenance man decides to fix my toilet because the folks below me have a leak that they've had for the past friggin year! The *******! 2) My plumbing was to be upgraded on Tuesday.....they won't be doing it until NEXT Tuesday. I called off a day of work to clean up my closets because they needed them to be empty....and for what?! NOTHING!!!! Because their stupid azz didn't want to start when they were supposed to! I have 2 walk-in closets that are filled to the brim. Now that ****** me off! Doing unnecessary work.... 3) I need sleep! I just need sleep, and it's been hell to come by for the past 2 months. I just started a new sleeping pill......it better help! Last rant 4) I miss my baby. I miss him, I miss him, I miss him!!! I'm tired of crying...it gives me a headache. I'm tired of being depressed...it makes me be a b*tch. I have so many questions for God, and why he took him away from me...that makes me angry! It makes me angry that I have questions that I may never get answers to. I miss him so much that some days I think I'm gonna go. I know things will get better....one day at a time. I'm done...thanks missy! We need to do this weekly!!! April

Ohhh April, I just wanna send you a big hug (((((((((Hug))))))))))). I know how you feel about the questions you have for GOD. I lost my Aunt a week after I had surgery and I was sooooo damn mad. Thinking about it ****** me off. Like you said, it does get better.. one day at a time. I hope you catch up on your sleep tomorrow.

April, sending you {{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}. So sorry you are hurting, it will get better. Karyn PS I agree, we need to have a weekly rant!

April.... (((((((((((((((((((hugs))))))))))))))))))) I am soo sorry you're having a tough time... have you thought about talking with anyone? Maybe you can get some kind of answer? I dunno.... I'm just so sad for you, girlie. Know that I'm here, ok

Ok I have to get in on this one...... I think I messed up my system and am now immune to sugars.....why do you ask? Those damn little Edy's bites ice cream thingies!!!! I hate carbs and i hate sugars, especially when I never used to crave them and now I can't seem to get enough of the little *******s!!! I am mad all the time it seems, I feel like I am taking all my frustrations out on my family lately. I am sick of falling apart and surgeries and the whole thing and I want this to all end now, but what do I do? I finally for the first time in a really long time am not hurting and I can't even be happy....arrrggghhhhhh someone just shoot me please! I wanna go to school and back to work and here I sit waiting for the green light so I can move forward and stop feeling like a lump, I think I am getting depressed being home again. Ok I feel a bit better, I agree that a weekly rant will help too. Love you all. Steph

Steph, you are not alone with the feelings of depression and anger. So if someone shoots you, they gotta shot me too! Thanks for ranting with me.

Kay,, OK sorry for trying to be so optmistic ...after reading everyone else I think its a good idea to get it all out................... HAVE A GREAT EVENING TORI

Kay~~~~ Thanks I needed this! 1. I too am sick of hearing my clothes are to big. I too would be shopping all the time if I could afford it. The other thing I am sick of hearing is "Would you stop losing weight your going to waste away" I havent lost a flippin pound in 2 months. Dont get me wrong I love the compliments but enough is enough. 2. Being in Minnesota I am always freezing. I live in my sweatshirts or sweaters and extra heavy shirts. I never had this before. Its so cold!!! Definatly not used to this 3. Chris being gone and his hours are opposite of mine. We also just found out that they have extended his stay down there into January. Which really bites since we were planning a weekend get away the weekend of my 1 yr post op and his birthday which is 2 days after my anniversary. I do feel better! Karyn I wish you all the best and good luck with the job interview!!!! Suzette