I'm back...sort of
I'm sort of back in action. Marcus' funeral was Tuesday, so I'm trying to get back on my feet now. It was a tough, tough day but I got through it. His service was great...a little long, but it was really good. It was nice to see some of his friends from a long time ago, and I was so thankful for them coming. Marcus and I have known eachother for 11 long years. We stopped being friends for about 4 years because of a now ex-girlfriend, and we just got reconnected back in June and things moved fast and things were great. I think that's why it's been so hard because just as fast as he came back into my life, he went back out. But I'm grateful for the time the short time we had together because we had a great time, and now I'm very close to his family even though he's not here. I know I'll have my days, but for right now I'm doing about 30% better. As for me...I really should be taking better care of myself. I've lost 10 lbs. in the past week, haven't been getting my fluids in, and just started taking my vitamins again. I've been trying...I truly have. I just need to try a little harder. And I just want to thank everyone for their expressions of sympathy. It's so comforting to know so many people are praying for us. But I'm back....sort of. I definitely need to be more accountable now, so I'll be chatting with you all soon.
April
