Mary Ellen, I know exactly what you mean although I am still not "normal" on the BMI scale and I may never be. I have come to realize that it doesn't matter as long as I feel good about myslef. It is funny that you and I started out only 9 pounds different and our goal weight is the same. Although I think I would like to loose a few more pounds below that. I also agree with you when you say that it is better than where you started!!!! It is so much better now and even though I am not "normal" I feel as if I am for the first time in many many years. It is a great feeling!! Okay take care and you will reach your goal in no time!!!!! Becky P. 271/160 at Dr.'s goal

I did pretty well, wanted to eat more turkey becuase it was so good, but I held off and said no. Now yesterday was a different story, I was hungry all day, I do not know why. I think I made good choices, but ate more volume over the day then is normal for me. Jenn

I am so sorry my dear. I have no idea what to tell you. I wish I could hug you until you feel better . A big hug from Germany. Vanessa

ty Ineed all hugs I can get

My hubby and I went out last night with friends to see the city hloiday lights after that We went to Mama's To eat While at Mamas I went to the bathroom and there was some discharge on my panties along with some light blood After talkin with my girlfriend I got the to go home rest and call the docs. On the way home I asked my husband to go to the hospitail I dont know why I just had this feeling I needed Any how got there at 8 by 11 blood work 1220 blood work back hcg count was 841 Last Sunday last night 9949 Great huh well thats what the nurse said now it is 1 am my huby sleepin in a chair and my sis sleepin on a sheet on the floor They sent me down to ultrasound. the tech shows me my uterus and the lil spot that is my baby. you think right clean sailing from here I am goin home happy well now tis young doc comes in and says he is releaving the last er doc he tells me I have an Eptopic pregnancy Are you sure I ask??? yes and so as I am ready to leave he tells my sister that I am crazy if I do I could die. I stay to be admitted up stairs at 3 am and well here somes this doc in the morn at 645 and telss me hello I am doc so and so and we are doin surgery@ 9 am well are you sure yes he says 100% you need to have this done well why was it in the ultrasound diff then your words I asked this is in your tube and it needs to come out on to alot of **** I dont care about told me I must have had infection in my tubes or ovries I said well yes he stats this is why you have this now after the surgery I can tell you No u will never have kids but no I cant tell you that you will be able too BIG FU**EN A**HOLE Dont you think?? So at 9 am I am off to have this done that i do not want to do! I wake up form my horrible to have the nurse that helped my doc in the or tell me it was not in my tube!!! So now he tells me "the doc" that they baby was not orming he had to take it out of the uterus I cant help but feel that he messed up and tried to cover his tracks!!! I also can not stop cryin my poor hubby I know he hurts as well we have been trying to do this for 4 yrs and Lots of MC's I am tired of the hurt! Just wanted to fill you all in lots of