I am with you, too! I weigh 207. I also cannot wait to get to onederland. My goal is to get there by January 1. (I would love to be by Christmas) I am beginning to believe that I won't make it. I started at 340, so I can't beat myself up too much! When I look at last year's Christmas photos I can't believe the changes a year has made.

I am with you...I am still in the 200s 208 as of this AM, and It is making me crazy...I can just taste onederland. My mini goal is to get there by January 1, or at least my surgiversary date. We will make it...don't beat yourself up. Margo

First of all thanks for your support before my scope! The scope went fine but the nerves continued through Tuesday because that is how long it took me to get sick and septic last time. They did the dialation and told me that I have an ulcer, great news. And more great news I did not perferate this time! I celebrated Tuesday night by going to see Gavin Mcgraw and the Dave Matthews Band, great concert!! One more thing, I am under goal and still lossing, any ideas to help it stop without going the other way?? Again, thanks to all of you for being here, the inspiration is endless. Becki 1/18/05 297/126(under goal) 5'8"

I am wondering what kind of support system, or after care progam everyones doctors have provide over the past 11 months? Mine really has no system just fallow up appointments once in a while. I have kind of created my own after care, I go to see my thereapist 2 times a month, I go to the gym (though this is really a more recent event). I tried going to support groups but that was not for me. How about you guys? Jenn

Girl, you look fantastic!! Hugs from Germany Vanessa