My Body Image

My body image is so much different than I expected. I sometimes wake up and feel the same as I did before surgery. I cant believe that my bottom fits into those size ten jeans. They are so small. I feel like I have to turn sideways to get through isles in the market or restaurants. any one else waiting for that little kid to say, Hey mom look at that lady! Men look at you differently. But in my mind, I feel that they are thinking, what a cow. Please let me know if anyone is feeling this way. I am at measurements 38-30-38. Wanting it to go smaller. Huggsss :hugs: