STUPID STUUUUUUUUPID STUUUUUUUUUUUUPID ME

Ok last night, not even that hungry (I say, I do NOT do this at all, just last night and tonight) and I ate 2 child-size slices of regular, delivery pizza...got VERY sick but nothing came up, and I lied down and passed out until 10:30am this morning, woke up with a freaking HANGOVER from that pizza. well I haven't eaten much at all today, so I stopped by a local taco place, ordered TWO chicken (hardshell) tacos, ATE THEM BOTH... I'm SO depressed... do you think my pouch is already stretched too much at this point (8 months out) I've lost 106#. My head is booming now...I KNOW I ate too much, but it's staying down (tacos) and I'm not dumping like last night... WTF??? -beth-

I dont know if your pouch has stretched. I mean I can eat alot at some sittings too. I think alot of it has to do with how I chew etc. Making more room at sometimes than at others. Dont get yourself down, this is still mental for us and we sometimes really want what we cant have. I have tried things that have made me sick sometimes. Cheer Up Suzanne

Thanks, sweetie... well today I can barely eat ANYTHING... so far, I've had a yogurt with protein powder, and one bbq rib. it's weird, I can be a bottomless pit one day, then the very next can't get anything in me... PLUS get this, I lost a POUND overnight after my eating binge... I'm now down -107

hi beth i don't think your pouch would stretch that quickly, but of course, i'm no doctor! sometimes, it appears to me that upping my calories a bit for a day or two does cause a noticable drop...i don't know if i'm bordering on that starvation mode i've seen discussed or what. are you recovering from the hurricane? hope all is well and you are safe! please don't stress too much over the pizza and tacos -- just get back on track now! best to you. deb -174

FREAK!!!!! Sometimes i do that too. I thought the same way my Docs office says you have some better days than others I think you are ok my Beth Don't Freak you Freak!! U will be fine

Beth, I had surgery the same time you did. We are the same age. Anyway, I went to my check up two weeks ago and I was told by doctor Higa that our stomaches are emptying quicker because they are more efficient and that our pouches do not stretch. I was also getting two much protein with powders etc that i was plateauing. Hope this helps. hugggss

Hey Blondi, I am so sorry to hear that you had a rough night but I do not think your pouch is stretched otherwise you would be gaining weight. Just last night I ate an entire Chalupa ... hope you feel better. Tiffany 299/189/165

oh my gosh I am so glad I am not alone in this. I can eat more taco salad (no shell) then I think I should be able to and sometimes, in 45 minutes I can finish most of a lean cusine, I thought I ruined myself for sure. Then other times, 3 oz makes me feel ill, oh crazy tummy can't you just make up your mind. Jenn

Back up and start again. Take control of your life, you didn't go through this to gain your weight back. Everyone makes mistakes, just don't keep making them until your weight comes back on. Keep your chin up and begin again... I will be praying for you. Pam