bad news...

I just got back from the doctor. He found a HUGE lump where my "new" stomach is supposed to be at the base of my esophagus. I don't know if I've told yall, but I can't eat nowadays, and I've got bad gag/spit reflexes. I can get about 2 bites down, the rest comes back up. He took blood, already said I'm not normal, not doing good at ALL, and he may have to admit me this weekend to the hospital. He says the weight loss is great, but other than that, being still depressed and feeling run-down on top of all these bad things, it's not normal. I go tomorrow to have my ultrasound on the "lump" and my gallbladder. He's even going to talk to my surgeon this week... I don't know how to handle this stuff... Anyone ever dealt with "huge lump" between the ribs at the bottom of the esophagus/beginning of stoma? I need support. For the past couple of days, I've HAD to take about 2-5hour long naps, because I can't get around and can't do anything, can't eat, think, nothing. I'm worried. beth

Beth, Big hug and prayers coming your way. I have not heard/read anything like this. It does sound like your dr is right on top of things. At least he is not dismissing it for being 'all in your head'. Keep us posted. Good luck Sheila 368/271/155

Beth, It sounds like you have a stricture. You are in my prayers. Remember, whatever it is, they will take care of it and then you will be back on track. Don't worry about anything, just concentrate on healing. Relax. Flirt with the Doctors for me! Lou Ann

Hang in there Beth! Sounds like the doc is doing what needs to be done and you'll be back on track in no time. Vickie J.

Beth ((((Hugs)))) I have had to be dilated twice because of a stricture. I am now being sent for an ultrsound for my gallbladder. I have never heard of your situation. But like you, I have a difficult time keeping food down. It's been a little better since the dilation though. Take care of yourself Dianne

Beth, I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you. I am glad to hear how on top of it your doctor is. Please keep us informed on how things go for you!! Your in my thoughts and prayers!!! Becky P.

-beth- hang in there you are doing the right thing going to Doctor. I hope and pray everything turns out good for you! ((((hugssssss)))) steve

Beth, I am so sorry to hear of your problems. Your doc seems to be doing everything in a timely manner to get to the bottom of this. Keep us informed and you will be in our thoughts. Lynne

Beth, My thoughts and prayers are with you. I am sure that it will not be as bad as you are thinking that it will be. I too am not able to eat, living on protien shakes and vitamins, but I know that it will get better for both of us! Take Care Becki

Beth, I'm so sorry to hear about your troubles and while I have no advice for you I just wanted to let you know I'm praying for you!! I'm sure all will turn out well. Sarah