Sick and tired of being sick and tired!
I am depressed. I HATE eating!!! I never want to eat anything again! Food makes me nauseated; even the smell! I can't stand crushed pills in my applesauce or yogurt; they taste so nasty I don't eat them. I am not taking my meds., I can't drink anything except vegetable juice, and I am tired of that, too. I have no energy to exercise, and today I had a crisis with my work that didn't have to happen, but I trusted someone and they let me down (again!) I couldn't even comfort myself by eating!!!!
AARRRRRRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
Help, please make me laugh or I am going to go nuts!!!!
Lou Ann
Lou Ann, I am so sorry you are having such a rough time. I have had to go back to liquids the today and yesterday myself. I keep dumping if I eat anything remotely solid (except cottage cheese). It is so weird. And today I have so much built up gas, I am in terrible pain. I have taken my top dose for gas-x so now I am stuck laying in bed with a hot pad on my belly. EEK! Then I get slammed with hubby having to deploy (he's Army) and he is leaving ASAP. And the other day when I snuck onto the scale at the hospital, I weighed 230, today 233.5.... WTF?
So you stay on your side of the boat, I will stay on mine and perhaps we can pattle to shore together! LOL!
Brightest Blessings for a Wonderful Day~
Jamie M.
Weight- 257/230/146
BMI- 44.1/39.5/25
Height- 5' 4"
Surgery Date: 1/19/05
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