too blessed to be stressed!!!!

HELP, i am so stressed that i could just scream..i have been on disability since aug 2003. I had put off going to the dr. so long that my body sd no more. It started with chest pains, i ws off on family leave for 3 months, after which changed to disability. My company has given me problems from day 1. I now have a secondary insurance , thank GOD for that, because they have cancelled my disability benefits twice for untrue info from the outside hired nurse. I am now taking physical therapy, i'm praying that during this time i will be able to get approval and pre-op date between now and march. I need PRAYERS and advice as to how i can handle this situation. IF it were'nt for my secondary insurance i wd not have been able to take therapy. There should be a law against companies that hastle you when you are sick.. THANK GOD FOR THIS SITE!!!!