GOT A DATE!!!!!
I have a date for my surgery, it is January 31, 2005. I am already nervous and second guessing myself about my decision. I know that I need and have to do this for my health. I have to assure myself that I am and have made the right decision, not only for myself but for my family and children.
Thanks for listening.




MY DATE IS JANUARY 17, 2005
AND I AM ALSO PETRIFIED,YOU TOOK THE WORDS RIGHT OUT OF MY MOUTH ABOUT HOW I FEEL WITH WHAT YOU WROTE, BUT THIS IS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE WANTED FOR SO LONG AND I COULD NOT WAIT TO GET A DATE. NOW I GOT A DATE AND I AM AFRAID BUT I GUESS THIS IS A NORMAL FEELING IF WE WEREN'T SCARED IT WOULDN'T BE NORMAL BECAUSE IT IS A MAJOR SURGERY. I AM PERSONAL FRIENDS WITH 3 PEOPLE IN MY NEIGHBORHOOD THAT HAVE HAD THE WLS AND THEY ALL LOOK AND FEEL AWESOME AND SAY THEY WOULD DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN IN A SECOND. SO I KNOW THAT ONCE I HAVE THE SURGERY, AND KNOW EVERYTHING WENT WELL I WILL BE FINE AND IT WILL BE SMOOTH SAILING FROM THERE.