how to start over?
Ok girl..first off..breathe...I totally validate your feeling of being desperate, but this IS a do-able situation-I promise..
Will it be EASY?....probably not
Will it be worth the effort?....most likely so
Are YOU worth the effort?....ABSOLUTELY, POSITIVELY YES
I feel like one of those "8 balls" that you shake and ask a question to..you're probably not old enough to remember those...
I'm a bit confused. You said "I gained like 30 lbs/and wt is higher than when I had surgery"..I would take that to mean your total wt LOSS from your RNY was 30 lbs..I'm guessing that's a typo..if not..ok-we will still work from there..
Give us an example a typical day for you, and we can work from there. I find it much more "productive" to REPLACE 1-2 poor "habits" at a time, than it is to try to do a complete overhaul, all at once. That "black and white" thinking is what DIETED me up to 340 lbs in the first place..
I am 10 yrs post RNY. At one point, in my roller coaster journey, I had gained 70 lbs...It doesn't come back off overnight, and it DOES take LIFESTYLE CHANGES that have to become SECOND NATURE, and part of your DAILY life-that is MY opinion, and what works for ME. I am 54 yrs old, and 200% HEALTHIER than I was 10 yrs ago. My physician is 37 yrs old and is jealous that MY blood "numbers" are so much better than HIS..I have completed two half-marathons (I didn't WIN, of course-but I FINISHED-and I wasn't even last!)..I don't say this to brag-I SHARE it to say ANYONE can turn their thinking/life/health around, if they do not have some underlying illness stopping them-besides the obesity/eating disorders..
If possible, check back with your surgeon, to be sure there is no "mechanical problem". I know you are embarrassed about the wt gain-but do it anyway. You won't be the first-or last-the dr sees with this situation..If your guts are in workable shape--and changes are they are fine--let's start working on getting your BODY back where your HEART is!
It took alot of COURAGE to post what you did-KUDOS!
I look forward to seeing an update from you..
Gina AKA Nurse Diva
RNY 4-22-02...
LW: 6lb,10 oz SW:340lb GW:170lb CW:155
We Can Do Hard Things
I had the Roux Y 12 years ago this coming July and I took off 155 pounds in a year and just over the past 3 years I had regained a total of 50 pounds as of Nov. 2011 and since Jan. 2012 I have been able to get off 30 pounds with only 20 to 25 more to go with getting back to basic, detoxing my system to stop my intake of sugar which just this week I've notices that I am once again eatting candy so I will detox again over the weekend by doing the 5 day pouch test and staying on day seven at 1200 calc and 100 to 140 proteins and a 30 to 45 minute work out 6 days a week to get the final 25 pounds off which could take me another 4 to 5 months. So, I am retraining myself to eat right once again.
So, how are you eatting? Are you working out daily?
Diva Darlene
Good Luck.
If your system is out of balance you need to fix that first. If you don't like your old doc go to a new one and explain everything. If you have it get a copy of your records for the new doc.
With the RNY as with any of the weight loss surgeries first you must make some very committed LIFESTYLE/LIFETIME changes.
I won't say it is all in your head, but alot of it really is in your head.
Best wishes and YES you are worth it.
on 5/10/12 12:54 am - WA
Best wishes and good luck. Let us know what you are doing and let us encourage and support you. You are a special person and we care.
Amy (AKA Granny Rue)