Question:
Obsessed

I'm 2 weeks exactly today from my surgery & I'm so excited that I can hardly sleep. All I think about is the surgery & my new life. I've been watching my diet for the past 1.5 months. I've been exercising & eating healthy so I know that my mind is on the right track. What I mostly anticipate is not being Diabetic anymore after the gastric bypass. Not having to take meds or injections anymore. I feel like this thing is obsessing me. I can't stop thinking about it. I'm anxious to start shopping & buying smaller sizes. I've already lost some weight & my face is already looking thinner. Again, I can't stop thinking about it. It just keeps rolling all over my mind. Is this normal?    — Ruth M. (posted on February 2, 2009)


February 2, 2009
Hey ruth. I know how hard it gets as the date gets closer and closer. Its like when were overweight we will do anything to be thin... Or thinner. :) it is of corse normal to have the constant thoughts and you are going to forever. Having rny isn't brainless, you are going to have to think about it every second for the rest of your life. I am almost 3.5 mos out and have yet to adjust. I still drive to the mcdonalds drive thru and then have to think about what I can eat, not what I want. Its hard because I can NEVER satisfy my hunger or my cravings. I can also never quench my thirst because you can no longer "chug" a drink. Even after a hard workout I can't "chug" from my water bottle, its just sips. I hate it. But think about eating those last things that you love and stuffing yourself silly one last time because you won't have that amazing feeling for a LONG time...... Just some thoughts!
   — tiffaney2183

February 2, 2009
Hi Ruth! It sounds like you're in the perfect "place!" ;-) You've already started making diet and exercise changes, thinking about how you can get started on this lifestyle change before surgery. So important! Anticipating not needing those meds any longer, and looking forward to buying and enjoying smaller sizes ... your excitement takes me right back to how I was feeling before surgery! I wish everyone sounded as excited. I wish you the best ... it sounds like your "obsessing" is a great step towards success.
   — Cindy E.

February 2, 2009
Oh I think so! I was like you...I was more excited and in that total make over mode than I was scared...Although my nerves were a little electric towards that last week...You're ready sweetie that's all! You are going to do great! Try to relax though and get some sleep! LOL Don't buy smaller clothes! Buy sale stuff as you need new clothes because I thought I was done at size 14 and went out and bought all kinds of gogeous expensive outfits and a leather coat in a large and within a few months went down to a small! The coat is too big still at 5 years post op...I wear it anyway 'cause I spent too much for it...but it would have been nice to have it fit more like a glove! Give yourself a good year and wait til you stop losing for 3 months after that...That's a good time to start a little shopping for some nice things!
   — .Anita R.

February 2, 2009
It is "normal" to a point. Visualizing how your life will be after surgery is good; just try exercising and staying on diet and the other posters are right; this is a lifelong commitment. Just remember that this will slow down like all things do. I'm 21 years post op and still deal with it on a daily basis. Good Luck and God bless, vinnigirl, retired RN
   — vinnigirl

February 2, 2009
I think it's normal! I'm 8 months post-op and still feel excited and giddy about the new me! Enjoy it!
   — GlitterGal

February 3, 2009
Hi Ruth, I am just 5 weeks out today. Still excited and love the thoughts running through my head. Do what the doctor tells you and put all your energy in to yourself! This is a total makeover--inside and out! My blood sugar dropped immediately from a 130+ to as low as 70 in the hospital. Off my meds, my last blood work was 81. Smaller sizes is the best part--more looks and hellos! Sometimes that is the hardest part to get used to--extra attention! Good luck! Tina
   — kristina838

February 3, 2009
I am 9 months post-op and I am still excited about the way i look now...Dont spend a bunch of money on new clothes...I am still going down sizes....Not so much Lbs...Just in about 2 months I have gone from a size 14 to a 12...I shop at goodwill a lot....But getting back to the weeks leading up to my surgery...i was so nervous and excited all at the same time...nervous because i thought i was gonna get to the day before and they would cancel my appointment...they didnt...lol !!!!! I was excited because i could just imagine what my life was gonna be like...you know what It is so much better than i imagined.....Good luck Elisa in Ohio
   — british88

February 3, 2009
Hi Ruth! I am right there with ya, even though I do not even have a surgery date yet, lol! I am already buying things like little dishes, plates, cups, etc. for after surgery. I can't have children, but to me, it's kind of like I'm getting ready to give birth, birth to the *new* me ;)... it is very exciting. Have fun getting ready and keep us posted on your progress!! I'll be praying for you.
   — Clumsybarbie

February 3, 2009
Yup, it is, and it's also normal to get anxious about the whole thing and start second guessing yourself as the day approaches. Pretty much, it's a rollercoaster, so get ready. But, it's a wonderful ride. Good Luck!!
   — Shirley D.

February 3, 2009
Normal as normal gets. It's a major change. It's like kids going off to college or someone getting married. It's like everything surrounds that one big event. Good Luck. May you recover quickly from surgery.
   — Corina C




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