Where is this weight coming from?

HELP! I've gained 40lbs!! I'm 2years and 5 months out.. been on antidepressants (which I was informed I'd been on Paxil for too long at 37.5mg) my appetite has increased, the walking I do doesn't make the weight scale budge...I'm considering going back to Phase I to get back on track...I NEED HELP!! I've almost lost control!! Many of you have advised me to log on to the Yahoo Graduate group, but I must be doing something wrong because I can't get on for some reason. Iam really depressed about this weight gain! I don't feel I can work effectively in ministry with tis weight coming back. I was doing so well before the sexual harrassment issue back in January 2004-6 lbs from my goal weight of 126. Now this!!! I'm at 177pounds when I went to my family doctor last Friday (February 4, 2005). He even asked me "what's going on?" "Let's check your numbers". Anyone else going through this? I'm going to start eating with infant utensils or something. My psychiatrist (who happens to be genuinely interested in my success and has experience counselling gastric bypass patients) has given me a book and workbook to use to "work through" my issues, but in the meantime, everytime I look in the mirror, I can't stand what I see. I'm back at size 14, when I was at size 6-8. Am I losing it or what? My husband is supportive, I guess I just want results too quick...I don't know, but I'm reaching out to you, my AMOS family for extra guidance on proteins, water, whatever....I have a Proximal LAP RNY on 9/3/02 beginning weight 265!!!(....Hadiyah McCutcheon, a.k.a.~~~~

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