I AM 4 MONTHS POST OP AND ONLY LOST 41 POUNDS

I know that 41 pounds is 41 pounds and I should be happy that I have lost that much in 4 months. I know that I could not have done this without the surgery but I am so depressed that I could die. I feel like such a failure and I know that I am going to stay fat the rest of my life. I eat less than 1000 calories per day. I drink lots of water in one form or another. I eat my protein. I am exercising more now. I keep thinking that if this is all there is...what is left. I went through torture and still am hungry all the time. I can eat more than anyone else I have seen post on this site and still be hungry. I don't understand it. Of all the people this could happen to, I guess it had to be me. I am really having a pity party now. I hope no one else ever feels this way. It is miserable. Please don't bash me. If you have any helpful ideas or want to join the pity party, please do. Just needed to vent here...someone out there has to understand.

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