Does anyone else feel ambivalent about reaching goal?

This may seem like a strange question, but in context it may not be. I have been "large" all my life. As a child I was stocky and as an adult I have never weighed less than 200 pounds although I am only 5'2". Six months after surgery I am almost half way to my goal weight of 125 from a high of almost 400. I feel wonderful. I'm off my BP meds and am working my way off my Prozac. But, lately I have been thinking that I don't really want to be thin, I just want to feel good. I will be happy at 200 pounds and I know that I feel good and look good at that weight. Now that I have a real chance to be a "normal" size, I'm feeling pretty ambivalent about it. Am I nuts or does anyone else feel okay about ending up being plump?

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