Help with the waiting

Only 9 days left!!!! Okay, here's the question. Up until now everthing was fine. I've done all the researc h. visted every website that i could find that had anything to do with the subject of RNY. I've gone over and over the pro's and con's. I've weighed all the issues every angle. And this is the right thing for me to do... I want to be healthy and productive... I want to run,jump, and play with my kids and husband. I want to LIve...Now all the sudden this feeling of dread, dought and dispair comes creeping in from i don't know where... in church today, when i knelt to pray for my sick nieghbor all i could think of was is it my time... Iam ready, just not willing at this time. This lump, knot or what ever in my throut. just seems to get larger each day.. I'm being to feel it... this coming... I'm having emotions that i can only liken to the change.. I ask, all you pos-ops - IS THIS NORMAL!!!???? and will i be like this until i'm knocked out?... I openly welcome any and all comments or suggestions. Thank you ... Alma (a.k.a nervous nelly)

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