Anyone Else Do This??

I had open RNY on July 23rd. My starting weight was 301, and I weighed in this morning at 219 lbs. I am very happy with my progress, but I just can't get over the guilty feelings I have. I pretty much eat normally, just really small portions and three meals a day. But, If I want a slice of bacon or a bite of pizza...I have it. Nothing makes me sick at all (I haven't tried sugar yet though) and I enjoy an occasional treat. But, I also feel terribly guilty after eating something like that. I feel like I don't deserve to keep losing weight if I have bacon or pizza. The weight has been coming off steadily, and I feel VERY good physically...so I figure I must being doing ok...Is it ok to have these things once in awhile? Or am I gonna ruin my chances of getting to my goal weight? I also feel bad when I feel any sense of "fullness" Like, I shouldn't be full....I should be hungry to lose weight. I guess it is years of dieting ingrained into me. HELP! (open RNY 7/23/02 -82 pounds)

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