OMG!!!! WHAT SHOULD I DOOOO?...PLEASE HELP

I AM RIGHT AROUND THE CORNER TO THE OPERATION DAY IM SCHEDULE FOR AN OPERATION (GASTRIC SLEEVE)ON JULY 21,2009 AND RIGHT NOW I JUST STOPPED SMOKING JUST THE DAY BEFORE YESTERDAY AND TRUST ME I AM TRYING TO CONTROL MYSELF CAUSE I AM JUST SO NERVIOUS AND LONELY THAT I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO PLUS I HAVE NOT STOPPED EATING. I LOST OVER 40 POUNDS DURING THE TESTINGS N EVERYTHING BUT I HAVE GAINED SOME OF IT BACK SINCE I WAS TOLD A MONTH AGO THAT I WAS APPROVED MY DOCTOR TOLD ME TO EAT NOTTING BUT PROTEINS AT LEAST THREE WEEKS BEFORE THE DAY OF THE SURGERY SO I CAN SHRINK THE SIZE OF MY LIVER,NEVER DID HE MENTION ANYTHING ABOUT A LIQUID DIET PLUS HE DOES NOT KNOWS THAT I WAS SMOKING I DO WANT TO DO THIS OPERATION BADLY , BUT I AM ALSO ,SO SO SCARED TO DYE ...LIKE IM JUST A TOTAL MESS.........FYI....I ONLY SMOKED A TOTAL OF 2 TO 4 CIGARRETTES A DAY BUT STOPED APROXIMELLY 2 DAYS AGO ....IM LIKE A TOTAL MESS ...CANT YOU TELL? .....PLEEEEAAAASE HELP......AM I AS LONELY AS I FEEL?

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