Doubts and fears

I'm waiting for insurance approval which I'm very hopeful I'll get. I'm having doubts and concern. On one side I ask myself; Is there more I could have done to lose weight. Is this too drastic. On the other side, I'm excited and can't wait. wanting to clean closet of fat clothes.. Is this normal??

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