Feel like I didn't even have surgery...

I know this is going to sound completely NUTS; but, somedays it seems as though I didn't even have the RNY surgery. It's been 35 days out and 42 pounds down, I'm doing great, no complaints with that, but I hear/read all these statements about how particular foods/beverages cause different people problems (you know, the bad stuff we should not have) not that I want a problem or anything but I half way feel like nothing is going to affect me. I am almost to the point of pushing the limit (I don't want that--I truely don't) I'm worried that since nothing seems to affect me negatively (as in negative re-inforcement) I may step over my boundries and not be able to turn myself around. This has got me so depressed, I'm using this tool to the best of my abilities (at least I feel like I am). Is there anyone else out there that seems somewhat immunine to "bad reactions to foods...dumping, vomiting, diahrea) I've never had anything other than a "full" feeling, at which time I always stop. Tomorrow I go to see my Nutritionist for the first time since surgery. I know she's going to increase my intake as that is the next step (I have been told) but I'm scared to get the okay to go up to 2 oz. I'm so worried that I have already caused a problem with the pouch (or else wouldn't I have some reactions to something)... I mean, I actually had a bite of Chocolate Bliss Pie and didn't feel anything. I didn't eat but a bite but just the same. Am I paranoid or what? Losing it...Leslie

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