Why am I doing this? HELP!!

I will shortly be 5 months post-op. For the last few days I been eating everything I want and I mean everything. Yes I do protien. But,I also have had too many carbs. I have been excercising every day for the last 3 weeks 20-30 minutes twice a day, but I figured I'm burning off the calories so why not have whatI want? I've had some chips, I've had two handfuls of cheese crackers and other high calorie foods also. Tonight was the worst I ate regular ice cream with marshmallow topping and a teaspoon of peanut butter. I prayed I would dump but I didn't. In fact, I never have dumped. I wish I would. Just once! I really feel that would be the best tool. I've had to rely on willpower and I'm begining to feel I'm just on another diet. I know I'm not. Yes, I know no diet would of even got me down 70+ pounds in these few months,BUT...I'm really messing things Up! :o(

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