Back On Track Together
Thursday Cardio/Cafe
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With I will succeed.
HW: 280 - LW: 190 - GW - 180
Unfilled 8/15/11 - WT: 209
1st Fill 11/29/11 - WT: 215.5 - 3cc
2/20/12 - New Goal - Get n Onederland
2nd Fill 4/26/12 - WT: 224.0 - 3cc
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B - protein bar
S - banana and protein bar
L - salad w/beef hot dog on the side
S - carrots or protein bar if needed
D - undecided
Will be doing a small bit of cardio & then upper and lower body weights which is my normal Friday workout. Since tomorrow is a holiday and I won't be in at work I probably won't hit the gym so I will make up my 40 minutes of cardio that I would have done today, tomorrow while I am at home, either with my stationary bike, Zumba or walking or a combo. :)
But ... the major back problems went away when I divorced my ex. may back problem started 6 months into relationship with him... and lasted through the marriage.
Some people associate body pains - with emotional issue... I guess my ex was "a pain in the butt" for me. Once I let him go - most of the pain also left.
I am slowly improving. Could sleep better (still on a chair) and when I cough - it does not feel like I am trying to rip my lungs apart. My sinuses still draining. This morning I was able to do some laundry and walk up the steps without stopping or getting winded. Also did not have to rest between the shower and dressing up... yea me...!
As I was driving to work, I was stopped by a cop... apparently I was in a haze since the cop told me that I was speeding and did not signal line change. But he took pity on me (and my good driving record) and let me off with a warning. God bless him.. I was only slightly speeding... and since I was late to work - the road was practically empty... and apparently he took that into consideration.
Eats:
coffee + almond milk
1Tbs chocolate almond butter
(made scrambled eggs with turkey meat... but one look at the plate made me dry heave... so end up eating 1 TBS of almond butter. What ever works ... right? )
hot tea
the eggs .... (for lunch) or what ever my body would not reject... lol
soup
turkey meat, pickles....(if I can)
dinner: really not sure...
BTW: as a child I was sick very often..and usually would not want to eat anything and would get sick if my mother tried to force food on me. So I was allowed to eat whatever I wanted - as long as I eat something... That pattern continued until I had RNY... but now ... I know I have to eat proteins, and leaving off fruits and a few pretzels will not work for me... it is hard to force myself into eating "real" food... I have to... (or my BS crashes) but I really do not like that part of RNY...
Hala. RNY 5/14/2008; Happy At Goal =HAG
"I can eat or do anything I want to - as long as I am willing to deal with the consequences"
"Failure is not falling down, It is not getting up once you fell... So pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and start all over again...."
AB-Lounge Workout and Arm Toning - 40 minutes
Way over calories today, but at least I got my protein in...
B - Protein Shake w/ Strawberries
S - Protein Shake w/ Strawberries
Skim Milk
L - Salmon Patties
Dasani Water
S - Special K Chocolatey Pretzel Bar
D - Cheese Crackers w/ Peanut Butter
S -Special K Fruit Crisp - Strawberry
Skim Milk