I Have an Ass and Other Randomness

I got my butt padding today so I thought I would take a picture.  Not too bad, gives me a little more curves then I had but not a huge difference.  Not the most comfortable thing in the world.  Just a heads up.  If you order butt padding from China, get the next biggest size.  In China Small means Small.  I had to struggle a bit to get in them.
Maybe I am getting used to seeing myself so small but I don't look as bad as I thought I did.  It seems with all the comments I've been getting you would think I looked a lot more boney but unless I have my clothes off it doesn't seem like it.  I mean it doesn't look like I am going to keel over and die the way some people have acted.  But then again, I never really saw myself as big as I was, either.  Maybe my perception is just messed up.  I really do want to gain some more weight, though.
When I had my first surgery I got as low as 120 lbs, for a few minutes and I thought I looked terrible but maybe if I had managed to stay there things would have redistributed and I would have looked better.
The picture of me in the red shirt was when I weighed 120 lbs and I think I look better now, but like I said, maybe I am just getting used to myself.

  

This picture was taken on 1/27/2011.  I weighed 145 lbs.  I think I look pretty good.  I have lost 45 lbs since then :(

Yep, I think you look better now too. Must be some redistribution going on there and I think the new haircut helps too. The little butt pads give you a nice little bump back there...looks natural.

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Yeah, I think the butt helps.  I need to get another one a little bigger and more comfortable.  It also helps when I am sitting to give me padding.
If I had stayed at 120 lbs for a little longer I might not have looked so bad.  I am still aiming for about 120 lbs but who knows, maybe 130 would be better.  My boyfriend likes women with curves and my doctor says that is a good weight for me, too.  I felt the best at that weight.

Yeah, I was trying to get a picture of it.  I should have had a before and after.  It doesn't look like much but usually it is as flat as a board.

Tazz,
I've never had a butt, no matter how much weight I gained.  When I was in 8th grade and weighed 98 lbs. my mom bought me a girdle that had pads on the butt and hips, to give me curves (she always pointed out that I had no curves).  So I can relate to having no butt LOL!  I think you look great in your new curves, however you look fine without them too.  Please just do what makes you feel good and happy.  BTW, love your hair cut too.

Melizabeth

You do look good and that haircut is a good look for you too.

the butt is good but the haircut is the best. 

 get a NATURAL  butt pad with some squat  or rollerblading , Hottie !!!  Geez  are you FORGETTING that the gluteus Maximus is the LARGEST muscle in the body and the one that responds most swiftly to exercise ?   ! 

Its  RIDICULOUSLY easy to build that butt up  ....  

I got all confused with "something else"  having the same avatar as you.  I almost replied to the wrong one.

I think you look great!   You got curves in all of the right places!!   You mustn't have much loose skin.  My butt looks pretty good in a panty girdle and clothes (DH can't keep his hands off of it...LOL) but when I take them off it's nothing but saggy skin.

You hair really looks so much healthier than in the first picture.

Love the boots!  I haven't been brave enough to get a pair.