Really Down On Myself

 Your memory problem can be related to your depression....it's a symptom...you seem to notice that when you are excited about a subject your mind sparks up...the cloudy feeling is depression....
you may benefit from a daylight lamp that simulates sunlight...i don't know where you live but they do help with depression if you are not getting enough sun...at least psychologically...happy new year...
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 TAzzLady,
So sorry that you are suffering right now.  I just wanted you to know that I always look forward to your posts.  I only log on about once a week at that and try to catch up and do my best to not miss your posts because they usually make me smile.  I have also suffered with depression and know how hard it can be.   In fact I usually don't know how bad it is until I come out of it.  So I'm glad that you recogonize it and I hope you find someone to talk to that doesn't fall asleep.  I can't even believe that a professional that you are paying fell asleep during a session.  So take care of yourself and keep posting.
K 

Big hugs to you Tazz! Just reaching out to show some love!

Keep on venting girl! Depression is such a lonely disease. I am glad you are posting.

That therapist is a real hum dinger!