Not feeling good today

Hey everyone, I had a very bad morning I was awoken by the smell of Kerosene filling the air in my room. I started getting a headache real fast and my sinus started burning. My father had spilled kerosene in the dinning room and the guest room too. He was trying to get the house ready for the coming snow and did not mean to spill it. He was trying to clean it up, but the smell was making me sick. I had to leave to my sister's house to feel better. An hour later I went home and laid down. I awoke about two hours later . I sat down at the kitchen table to eat and started feeling bad. I quit eating and was trying to talk with my mother and then I started throwing up. I did so several times and I was hurting with my back too. About 35 minutes later I drank some water and it hurt my stomach so I think today is one of those days that my stomach is being yucky. So i went to the expo with my mother and had some guys looking at me and I did not pay any attetion to them. But my mother did and she did not like it. She wanted to protect me from them. I felt really weird because I did not notice one bit.Heck I really did not even look at even one or noticed one of the guys only my mother did.When told about it, all I said was *****ally cares. What they are looking at, because I am still not in the healed area yet in my life. I guess I am still not in the right spot with myself right now. And when I got back home I could only eat about 2 1/2 oz. and two hours later a protien bar. I started feeling really nervous and panicing inside of my being for nothing. Then I just wanted to cry and felt like I needed to. But I did not. I felt really weird today. I told my family how I was feeling. They think it has to do with me getting sick and throwing up my food. Is why I was feeling nervous and scared tonight. I am so nervous and jumpy that I just want to shake. But I think tomorrow I will feel better. It is most likely a new release of hormones. Has anyone felt this same way too? Your friend, Tina Cannon 280,268before surgery 245after surgery 232, Now 214

Tina, I'm so sorry that you feeling bad. I hope you feel better. I can't say that I've ever felt like you do but I can say that I have been anxious enough that it made me sick! But I usually get the "runs"! Hope you are feeling better my friend! Janie

Hi T - I too am sorry about your bad day, but those are to be expected. You should let yourself cry. It's ok to do that. I hope you had some good sleep in the past few hours and know today is a new day with all sorts of opportunity. You are in my prayers and thoughts today. Take care, kb

Hey Tina, I truly am sorry you aren't feeling good. I have those bad and good days still and it's been over a year. Usually when I eat something that my tummy doesn't want, didn't chew it right, or too fast. But then my tummy is real picky about what goes in it. Today is one of those days that I feel yucky. Maybe tomorrow will be a better day. I pray you will start feeling better. I have my good and bags days. Love ya, Kathy

I fully understand what you are going threw. When I first had my surgery I would absolutley throw up everything that went into my mouth ! One day I was home alone and had fixed myself a sandwich with toasted cheese and ham and I was starving and could not hardly wait to eat my lunch. I took one bite and after chewing for about ten minutes I finally got brave enough to swallow, and what happen is I took a second bite and sarted to swallow it when I knew what was coming and grabed the trash can that was beside me because at this point it was pretty well known when I ate anything I was going to get sick! But this was tht straw that broke the camels back you might say I go very angry and threw my sandwhich and plate across the living room and went to bed until my husband came home. After the sandwhich all I could get down was ice chips and crackers those are the days you will wander what was I think to have this crazy body altering surgery that makes me consantly sick but when you calm down you will rember why you are going threw all of this and be greatful for a second chance at life with out all the fat and the problems that go along with being over weight ! So in short I know how you are feeling and I promise in time it all gets better and you seem to be able to control when you get sick or not but I am sure the kerosin made things a lot wrose for you stomach . With much love and luck Leslie