i guess my wait has started....

well today i get the phone call. dr macik is doing surgery monday, august 1st so they had to reschedule my consult for august 8th. urggggg.... i know - things happen for a reason but when she suggested august 8th - i was like - dont you have ANYTHING sooner??!! i know i need to relax but it was a little disappointing. i will be fine. its going to be ok. i just have to wait a little while longer to start my new life..... i think about it all the time and today i was finally brave enough to tell my boss that this is probably going to happen for me - maybe sometime in september or october (of course - this was BEFORE the phone call...). i have been passed over for promotion after promotion and i am sooooo very curious if, after the surgery, that i get the next available promotion. i know i have the skill and talent - i just feel in my gut, surrounded by thin, fresh out of college chicks - that my weight is the reason for not getting the promotion. once, the ceo of my company told me i was a "behind the scenes" kind of employee. it took all i had not to wring his neck. i love my job and the people i work with. when i started there i was a size 14 and i have been up to a size 20. currently, i am an 18. i just wonder...... would size matter? jb thanks for letting me ramble...

OMG i was reading your name going man i think i know this person but i am not sure ...And then it hit me like a ton of bricks !!!! Man eveything happeneds for a reason ...if you are delayed for 7 days there is a reason for it ...So dont stress about it ....It is all in Gods hands and he will make sure it all happeneds for you no matter when ....but 7 days i know right now feels like a frickin lifetime but it is nothing .....No worries !!! Laura

YUP - ITS ME. I JUST HAVENT POSTED A PIC YET. I DID GET SOME COOL NEWS TODAY. VIRGINIA (AT DR MACIK'S OFFICE) TOLD ME THEY SUBMITTED MY INSURANCE PAPERWORK YESTERDAY. I THOUGHT I HAD TO WAIT UNTIL AFTER MY CONSULTATION BEFORE THEY SUBMITTED. I AM SOOOO EXCITED. I THINK SHE MIGHT BE GETTING A LITTLE IRRITATED WITH ME CAUSE I KEEP ASKING IF THERE IS ANYTHING ELSE I CAN DO, ANYONE I CAN CALL..... I JUST WANT TO MOVE THIS ALONG. I KNOW I NEED TO RELAX - TAKE A DEEP BREATH BUT ITS HARD. I DONT WANT HER TO THINK I AM A BOTHERSOME PATIENT BUT I HAVE READ ALL ABOUT PEOPLE THAT CALL EVERY DAY AND I WANT TO CALL AND SHE SAID SHE WILL LET ME KNOW WHEN/IF I NEED TO CALL. WHAT DO I DO???? JB GOING STIR CRAZY.....