Are You The Same Person You Used to Be?

Physically, I am a totally different person. I have more energy, more pep in my step, and I can buy ALL my clothes from the thrift store.  Emotionally, I am a wreck. I am having a hard time being social. It is really strange. I feel that when I was almost 400 lbs, I wanted so bad for people to include me in their outing plans. Now I get asked out just about everyday and 90% of the time I chose to stay at home. For some reason I guess I am happy with just me......finally. When I do go out it is usally by myself. I get guys ask me out on dates, and that just doesn't feel right to me right now. I have only been divorced for 1 full month. Going out to eat is not as fun anymore. I really just want to be left alone for the most part. I am still dealing with this addiction to food and somedays are easier than others.