One-Day-Early B*TCHFest - let it all out!

By far the funniest thing I've read in a month of Sundays:

"The Prozac is working by the way.  She doesn't seem to care about anything."

ROFLMFAO, imagining a totally shined-on dog, just happily lolling around. 

Thank you!

I feel like ****! Pharangytis..........probably bronchitis now to go along with it. I feel like she looks!

 Now, on top of all the other **** I've got going on in my life, I'm having anxiety attacks and I can't go to a doctor because I don't have any insurance.

I'm tired of being broke.  We work three jobs between the two of us and there is never enough money to go around.  I'm tired of robbing Peter to pay Paul.  I get paid in two days and will be lucky to have a few bucks left over after bills for food and gas. 
I'm tired of health insurance, high deductibles and co-pays and denied claims.  I am scrapping the bottom of the barrel fighting the good fight and am bone-weary.  I see claims appeals in my future and that ****** me off.
I'm tired of worrying about money and health insurance but can't go to my doctor for a new Lexapro prescription.  See above.
I'm tired of people disappointing me and making me feel as if I have disappointed them more.  I am a grown woman making the best possible decisions for my family with the resources I have.  Please just respect me and support me.  I would feel less like banging my head against a brick wall.
I am tired, anxious and overwhelmed. 

I can't stand Mitt Romney.

Other than that, life is good except when I have to take one of those stickers off of a veggie or fruit.  They stick like super glue.  Sometimes I end up just mixing my salad with the little devils still clinging to my cucumber. 

 Another Election of  "The  Less of Two Evils " UGH! 

i wish i would make up my mind already about having my vsg.  i go back and forth, i keep reading about people passing out, low blood pressure, leaks, strictures, acid reflux, pains in their sides and shoulders, dumping and what not and i don't know if i wanna go through that because i already have anxiety - i don't want to live my life in constant fear something horrible is going to go wrong along the way.   i've done so much 'research' that it's not even about losing weight anymore, it's more like 'should i get this elective surgery to **** my life up in the future just so i can fit into a smaller size?'.  i sometimes wish i had never started reading these message boards, i was much more confident when i was talking to a coordinator who assured me everything was just awesome.  ignorance might have been bliss.  not saying the boards are bad, but they are truthful and i don't see the 'good' stuff, only the scary creepy stuff.

the only time i really feel comfortable to get this sugery is after i've taken two lunesta and i'm stoned.  then i fall asleep and wake up the next day with anxiety about it all over again. 

OK I will just let it all out here since we get to ***** I hate now that I am two years out with an excellent health and weight my body has to look like a melted snow woman. I wanna scream about that and why does plastic surgery have to cost more than half my salary for all the work I need done a full body lift along with breast.

***** two I am so tired of working my ass off and not making ends meet. I at top performer always at work and I can't afford to have my daughters 5th birthday because I got sick during a holiday weekend so not only did I have sick days with no pay I have the extra holiday time. what does that equal reduced pay check and bills galore.

***** three why is it that people these days do not listen. I find myself saying the same thing over and freakin over again. DAMN clean your ears. Oh and when you answer a question and they ask the same question you just answered. DUMB ASS Listen.

***** four, I am working hard in school but it is so time consuming this freakin degree better pay off and I mean big mega million pay off.

***** five why is that people have to play so many games in dating. So many liars and for stupid stuff like I have a house but you live with your friends. Dude accept yourself cause until you do no one else will. Everyone wants some quick ass, quick love,and quick marriage SLOW DOWN PEOPLE!!!

Alright have to balance this have a lot to be thankful and a great life. I have a strong work ethic and great personality. LOL I know it is *****ing but could not leave on a negative note.

Peace and blessings.