help with 2 things. clothes and carpet cleaner

OK.. Take a deeeep breathe.. calm down.. and look at how far youve come in the past 9 mths!!!! You have done freakin AMAZING patti! You dont even look like the same person! You spoke at the pre-op meeting and i was in AWE of you! you speak so well and were so confident! you had the crowd in your palm and it was great. I havent lost alot at all these past 3 mths either so dont feel bad! They expect us to drastically slow down now.. The clothes thing.. ive been doing some major spring cleaning this weekend and i am overcome with clothes. Ive got bags i have to go through from the attic and everything. Its overwelming! I will try my best to get some together for you, what sizes do you need? it might help in my searching haha .. pretty sad but true lol. The cat thing, i cant tell ya there. I had a persian who didnt like rob and she would pee in his shoes , we thought it was his feet stinking, until is saw her doing it funny story. but anyways lol.. i will see u tonight! CHEER UP!!!! Jen

Have I told you lately that I love you??? I am breathing deeply and trying to get a handle on myself! I am so scared they are gonna be po'd at me and I cannot take that right now. Ugghh! I am sort of stuck between 18-20 pants some 18 I cannot get into and some 20 are way too big. I am not freaking sure to be homest. I seem to be 18-20,1 xl ish in tops right now. I will take whatever you have and then pass on what does not work if you want to skip going thru it. I know what a hassle that is. I wore the pink tank type top I got from you at Whole foods and it is so comfy, I just wi**** was warmer out. I use humor a lot to deflect when I feel bad. I know when I make people laugh it does make me feel better. I thank you for your kind words about the pre-op group. I was so happy that you guys came and supported me, I used strength that I got from you guys being there. I am very suprised how much doing that helped me work thru some stuff. Your story about Rob made me laugh for 10 min!!! too funny. You coming tonight??? High maintanence me.....