Finding yourself Again

OK, Mary I have 2 Kayaks when you are ready. They are free if you are willing to get them out of my yard.... HAHA I was in college and FAT. I wish I could go back now and see how things would have changed. (Maybe not, b/c the grades weren't always what they could have been...) I would have loved to be a sweetheart for a fraternity or be invited to the Citadel's ring hop... heck just asked out once! What is funny to me now is that I thought I was super happy and had no idea what else there was out there for the "thin" of the world. I get hit on now sometimes and have no clue that I am b/c no one has EVER done that. No one has ever bought me a drink or offered me their seat in a crowded bar or resturant. HEY, YA'LL wanna go out and test these new bodies out? (NOT TO PLAY INTO THE OPRAH SHOW) I want someone to flirt with me, but I guess I have to have my husband close in case it turns out to be a CREEP! I just want to get out of this awful office with these dull state khaki/yellow color painted walls.... Kelly O PS Mary, I always liked you even before surgery. That SPARK is and was always there, maybe just not blaring off the heat as it once had!

Kelly, You are the one person who has stayed true to herself that I know even when overweight. You were always my hero for that. Maybe its justs the curiousity. Let's go for drinks, flirt innocently, and see what its like again. We will be downtown Monday...maybe we need to change venues for lunch!!!