I am so ready!!

I have been sitting here crying while I post this - I have been thinking of everything I am going to be able to do once I am on the losing side and knowing that will not be long now. Money will be here tomorrow and will pay the surgeon then. I am so looking forward to losing enough weight to feel like I have properly bathed and really feel clean - right now I am never sure my legs are good clean - everything else I am reasonably able to reach - but my legs are really hard with the weight, arthritis and the bursitis in the hips. So I am ready lol. I will be signing the contract with the surgical center on Wednesday and will be ready to go from there - not sure what the next step is but I am ready and willing!! WOOHOO it is time to get this ball rolling!

One step at a time, my dear - you're definitely on the right track. Please keep us informed as to your progress! My thoughts & prayers are with you - Hellen

Girl, I know what you mean about being clean. I have Rheumatoid Arthritis and at times because of my weight and inflammation I don't feel as if I am clean enough. I am sooo looking forward to having my surgery and getting to the point where a bath Best of Luck!!!!!!

Getting closer! I know youre excited to be a loser!!! Jen

Carolyn, my best friend lives in Gaston! I wish you so much luck and hope you'll be on the losing side soon!

MS CAROLYN, YOU CANNOT EVEN IMAGINE HOW GOOD YOUR HEALTH & LIFE ARE GOING TO BE. BE SURE TO POST ON YOUR PROFILE, CUZ WHEN YOU ARE WAY OUT PAST POST OP, YOU'LL HIT SOME FRUSTRATING TIMES & GOING BACK & READING ABOUT ALL THE GOOD THINGS THAT YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED ALONG YOUR JOURNEY WILL REALLY HELP GET YOU THROUGH TO THE NEXT STAGE. I HAVE TYPED MY FINGERS OFF & LOVE TO GO BACK & REMEMBER THE GOOD (&, THE CHALLENGING) TIMES. OH MYYYYYYYYYYYYY, IT IS A FANTASTIC JOURNEY. GOOD FOR YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS YOU ... DAWN & NICk

Thank you all so much for the encouragement and the news that I am not the only feeling this way - ohhh it will be so nice to be on the losing side finally - Dawn I will most certainly start posting to my profile and thanks for that suggestion. carolyn