My "Walk"

Hello Missouri...

As promised I want to tell you dear and precious friends something the Lord spoke to me... so if you are one that does not think the Lord speaks to the common everyday person then you probably won't want to read this post... but I promise if you do you will find a message of hope and love... so read on at your own discretion...

Monday I was back to walking by myself again... Jo had gone back to school and Paul was sleeping...

I have to say first that I have seen so many things out there walking.... every kind of weather imaginable it seems, so many animals and such, much of the time I seem so in tune with what is going on around me ...

When I leave my drive I turn to the east and walk to the end of my road when I get down there I turn around and walk back past my house and all the way to the highway where I turn around and  go all the way to the end again and then half way is my house ... that makes me walking to the east and then to the west, then to the east and then west half way to my house... I hope all that made sense?

On Monday there was no sun shining at all, the whole sky was cloud covered and as I started my first trek to the east I looked up at the sky and noticed that there were so many varying depths of clouds.... some were much darker and heavier and some were lighter and not near as heavy but all were blocking any sun from coming thru... I didn't think any thing about it and when I got to the end I turned around and walked to the west all the way to the highway, turned around again and when I got back to the place I had looked up before I looked up and I seen the most glorious thing I've seen in a long long time... I looked over to the south east and in the distance I seen a small slit in the sky and the most wonderful brilliantly magnificent rays of light was shining straight down to the ground like it was shining right on something specific!  I mean it was incredibly awesome!  I wish I could describe it to you all like I seen it.... it stopped me in my tracks! I just stood there and gazed at it... I mean it just seemed celestial!  It was so very focused and as far away as it was it seem like maybe just a two inch opening and how that much brilliance was coming thru such a small opening I'm sure I don't know!  Any way I just stood there amazed at it... I even turned all the way around to see if I could see any place else in the sky where it was like that and the whole rest of the sky was this varying shades of clouds.  I knew right away I was seeing something special and I wondered about it.... well I finally went on and got back home but all day long I kept thinking about what I had seen... I got busy and the rest of the day went by and then...
 
Tuesday morning I was back out there and as I walked the sun was shining as big as you please... there was not a cloud in the sky and the world just looked "right" if you will... well I was thinking about what had happened on Monday and how I had thought about it all day and I asked the Lord what it meant... I knew I was missing something and as I said before I've only had this happen a few times in my life and yesterday was one of them...

The Lord just started pouring His spirit into me and seemed to speak to me this...

The varying shade of clouds were his children... He let me know that some are carrying various degrees of burdens, life threatening diseases, extreme pain, hurts that go so deep you couldn't even utter them, broken relationships, financial problems, spiritual problems, emotional stresses and just the everyday stresses of life, there are so many many things that tend to weigh us down...,  thus the darkest clouds the heavier the burdens...and others maybe not quite as much, thus the lighter clouds.... 

Then my mind went right away to that precise little slit in the sky with that most magnificent light shining thru...  I knew it was not something of this world and it was so totally full of power, peace, love, hope, deliverance, healing, and all manner of things we needed... and the Lord did indeed let me know that was HIM!  It was like each ray that shot to the ground held the provision that each of us specifically needed...  The Lord then sank it right into my heart that He IS focused on us that intensely! He WILL open the door of Heaven just as that slit looked like an open door and just as the light was so majestic so is HE that powerful.... He loves us enough to open all Heaven (his power) just for us... that light was so very focused, just like He is on us!  Man I'm weeping now....  He specifically laid it on my heart to share with all of you that if we will just trust Him...look to Him, surrender your all to Him, exercise our faith that that very same intense provision is there for each of us!  It may not be our wants but it will be what He knows is best for us.  We can each "rest" in this revelation!  Theres comfort to be had for the taking!  

Now I don't know if this meant anything to anyone but me since I was the one that seen it... but I know there are so many many needs on this board and we are ever asking the Lord to meet someones need and how many many times has someone, even just today with Tammy's post that He has met the need?  If you are discouraged, depressed, in need of a real touch from Him... know that it IS there for you!  and you! and you! and you!   Each in a real and individual way!

This time of year can be so hard for so many for numerous reasons and I pray that whatever your need is that the Lord will "open the windows of heaven and pour out a blessing you simply cannot contain!".... it's bible authority!  ~ha

Ok I don't know that I said this in just the right way but I sure do pray as I press the submit button that it will bless and give someone the hope it gave me in the seeing it!

I love you all and pray your every need will be met by the Lord that loves you in a very specific way!

Bec
  

Well GLORY GLORY GLORY!!!! I understand completely what you are saying and meaning! I can see in my heart and my minds eye the slit in the clouds and the magnificent brilliance that is the HOLY ONE, shining through!!

While I was in Hawaii a tour guide told us the name for when you see a streak of light coming thru the clouds like that for we saw one that day with him....in Hawaiian it is "Puka' lani" which means hole to heaven.

Thank you dear one for reporting to us what God laid on your heart to tell us for sometimes we need to hear and have re-affirmed to us the  HE is still on His throne and is still in the saving and blessing business!

GOD bless you sweet friend for this!  Sugar

Wow.....

One of my favorite things is to see each sunrise and each sunset the Lord paints for me (all of us)....so in my mind's eye I could see this door thru your beautiful explanation.  When I was a little girl I used to call sun rays "stairways to heaven".  Now I can see that they truly are "stairways".  

I've been learning in my counseling that darkness always yields to the light...and your post helped me to see His light even more.  I am always amazed that the Lord can focus on each and every one of us 100% and never take His eyes off of each of us. I pray that whomever needs to hear this will read this and be comforted.  I know I sure am.

Thank you my dear friend,

Oh Beautiful Bec,

I am at a loss as to how to let you know just how thankful I am to you for posting this! THANK YOU! As I read your post, tears were flowing down my face so hard, that I had to stop a couple of times before I could get through the whole thing.

I REALLY really really needed that. Thank you, dear friend-from the bottom of my heart! Love you so much for sharing! Love, Janet

All I can say is AMEN.

Thank you, thank you, and thank you God for using Bec.
This is truely a blessing.....Vesta

Thank you Bec for telling us what God revealed to you. I know that God does speak to us if we are willing to listen...

i know there are many many needs and there only a few that we as mortals can meet for our fellow man. But we do know that God can meet all of them. Whether it is health or wealth or worrys. or just needing to be loved...God can meet them all.

I love the verse that says Be Still and know that I am God. So many are willing to pray and fuss but very few are willing to stop and listen to the voice that is Gods.

Thanks Bec.

Bec

I have read many of the posts you have posted and have enjoyed them, but I've got to tell you that you did a great job describing your personal blessing from God.  It was like we could "see" it too.  That was just a peek into Heaven.  Just imagine how beautiful it will be when were are actually there with Him! 

Thanks for posting!

Bec....Sweetie Thank You so very much for sharing this with us....I know how THANKFUL I am for the Lord and all he has done for ME!!!! But it never hurts to be reminded of how WONDERFUL, MERCEFUL & LOVING our KIND GOD is!!!!
I know I can always turn to him in my darkest hour and he will always be there!!!!

I COMEND YOU!!! for speaking out on this....I know there are plenty believers & prayer worriors but I know there are some that seem to be negative on some of the things posted.....I love you and welcome hear you anytime the Lord has something to say thru you!!!!.......Luv & Hugs...Tammy~ammy

Bec you are truly a woman of God, thank you for sharing that post, it sure has me reflecting on some areas of my life right now.  You know we *talking about myself* always seem to get busy with our lives and tend to forget about God,  when we have a problem or a worry or a health situation  He is always there for us no matter what.  I really needed what you posted, thank you for obeying the voice of God.  You just dont konw how much of a blessing you truely are, and a miracle also.  Susan and I can't wait until we get up there, Im so looking forward to meeting you and your paul.  Its truly a miracle for us, truly!!!