WHATS HAPPENING FRIDAY
Hey someone that knows what is going on with my Microsoft word and OH help might have to get my handy dandy Andy lol to tell me what im doing wrong. This post I do in word and then cut and paste it too the OH board. Have always done that now all of a sudden it has quit making paragraphs and everything is running together. Doesn’t look that way on Word when im typing just when I put it over in New Topic on OH. HELP!!! This laptop is still so strange and new to me there are lots of things I don’t really know what they are yet and it has Vista on it so that doesn’t help...
Beautiful sun wasn’t it pretty and warm? We got the green house all stained and the log sign up from too. I sat several of my plants outside and sprayed them for spiders and bugs today so that they wouldn’t get really bad in the greenhouse. They can really multiply in there.
Finished putting straw down over some things that I forgot so about everything is protected now...the neighbors next door still haven’t had their land surveyed but im trying to get some of my iris moved today so if they are over their line they wont put the new fence down on them. They sometimes can get pretty silly so rather than wait and cause bad feelings will do it now and wont have any problems....i got about half of my iris moved from the one side of the yard to the back side. Im not going to have near enough room will have to find another spot for them too. Is hard to find nice sunny spots that get more than half a day sun.
Cleaned out the strawberry bed today too and then covered them with straw...i never have done that before but when I was reading one of my gardening books today it said to cover them...so will do it and see if it makes a difference....couldnt have much better than I had last year. I want to make a couple more of the raised beds for more strawberries. Last year I had fresh strawberries almost every day but would like to have enough to freeze them so I wouldn’t have buy the frozen strawberries I put in my protein smoothies.would help in the money dept..
I guess we will have to rent a big tiller and till the garden up ourselves....seems like everyone that we ask to do it for us are busy...so guess we will have to go somewhere and rent one..maybe we could rent something a little bigger to be able to get it turn up the first time. Since it hasn’t ever been turned any at all
ANDY: so glad that you are doing better .....did you get the cabinets stained and are you happy with them? You and Susan are the ones looking at them all the time and if you like them that is what counts. Since you said your going to stay there as long as we will let you lol ... i am more than happy to call you all my friends as well as my renters. .well didn’t get over there to walk just had too much to do outside while the sun was shining. Oh man my knee is hurting like crazy always does when it is going to change a lot..
SUGAR:::are you there today???are you doing good? Are you trying to lose another 10 pounds ? see now I asked ...and you don’t have any thing to say?lol love you little sissy.., Yeah the grease is what bothers me more than anything...these had a coating on them but I pulled most of it off and patted the rest with napkins so they were pretty good really really hot but I like that. I think im going to check and see if the place we went for water aerobics last winter are still doing them...ther isn another place that I found but it is farther than the one that we went to before...sure wish Forsyth had something but they don’t. I have been having mine done but im going to have to quit it is just too expensive when we can use the money for something else. Im going to go ask my beauty operator if she will give me the mixtures that she does so I can go to beauty supply and get the stuff and have Michele do it...she knows how and I told her I would pay her for it but not what I paid my operator lol...What is a HAS? Never heard of it I guess. Would help a lot if we could get our insurance to pay for the protein and vit supplements wouldn’t it? Oh wow I remember that red suit I was with you when you bought that. At J.C. Pennys wasn’t it? Beautiful wasn’t it. And you looked really pretty in it. Love you sissy.. PEGGY:::::::we didn’t have the wind today you were talking about but I think they are suppose to start tomorrow around noon..well did you donate your trash can to kansas too ?? you are so funny girl Hey you know what maybe I might have another career here , just traveling all over the state helping everyone lay out their yards and flowers. Lol ...would be fun Im sure we would all love your hubby.after all you love him so im sure he is a good guy....we don’t mean to run him off lol SUSIE::::::you know I don’t know why an egg is one of the first things in that book as for as im concerned,,,I still have issues with eggs ...sometimes they are ok but others not, We are so happy that you are out of the hospital and doing better. Shame that pneumonia got you...it is a danger to anyone when they have surgery. Take care of yourself now and hopefully you might be able to come and meet up with us on the 19th would be good to see you again,...if not our support meeting this month will be on the 24th . going to be a good meeting for sure. There will be talk about our Christmas party in Dec. sure wish everyone across the board could all come down for the party wouldn’t that be absolutely great? We might have to find another place to have the party lol .... JEANINE::::: know you wont see this till you are back but I know everyone will be praying for you today....we are all polishing your spot on the bench and I think I saw Sugar heading that way with a pillow, Bec was over there with some flowers and I have already put your copy of the rules and regulations of what you are to do and not do lol ....the rest are all gathering around to be there when you slide in....whoooo hooo. DEBBIE D::::::::isn’t it always a surprise to us when we actually see what someone else does, we before hand have a idea that it may be a really easy job but let us do it and we find out different..like they say walk a mile in someone elses shoes ...I have no idea what in the world is wrong with my post....say way I have always don’t them but who knows those little gremilins in the computers have done something....i have probably hit some key with out knowing it since this thing im still getting use to itYou know to have a green thumb you have to have a brown thumb first or rather maybe I should say dirty thumbs or hands first lol no one is born with a green thumb . it is a matter whether a person is really interested or not,,,when I decided I want to be able to grow things I bought books and read everything I could find on the subject. I still do. There is always more to learn I have quite a few shelves that is all they are is horticulture books... everything from A to Z Sure am praying for David to find a job soon. I know it can cause a lot of tension in a household...keep looking up God knows your problems and your needs . BEC:::::: well its good that I looked at the post first before I finished this up....i hope you enjoyed the day today...are you planning on going down and checking on Jeanine tomorrow? If you leave your house in the morning they are recommending that you take a coat with you because you will need it later....so stay warm sweetie...Sounds like you did a lot more than you say today , you were really tired sounding. Take care of yourself...dont want you in the hospital like some of the other sweet ladies . Did you get your fountain winterized today? I am getting so excited to see you again and to meet some of the ladies that I haven’t met before. Well im going to get off here and see what happens to my post this time...crazy thing.... LOVE AND HUGS TO ALL ‘’GOD BLESS YOU. SEE YOU TOMORROW HEY LOOK IT TURNED OUT OK THIS TIME I GUESS I FIXED IT LOL
Now look everyone, see the big capitol letters!!! She's yelling at me!!!! She has always been such a mean ol big sister!!!!! NOT!! lol! I was just kiddin sissy...you know that. I love you too. I sure wish we lived closer together. Maybe when Rick retires we will move to the lake, but it would probably be up on Stockton. Would love for it to be the ocean but I dont think we will ever be able to afford it.
Hey it looks like you are trying to get use to the typing on the new laptop too...lol! SORRY..
Our neighbors in Gassville had stawberry beds and they always strawed them in the winter and they had the biggest crops of berries every year. Dont know if that had anything to do with it or not...
I really would like to see you get into the water aerobics but that is a long way for you to drive to do it...but it is such excellent exercise for someone with bad joints.
Maybe Michele could start coloring hair on the side for some extra bucks...the radio station that sells the cheap tickets to stuff is auctioning off a tution to beauty school on Saturday. One for hair and one for nails....It would be a cheaper way to do that. That schooling is really high.
The HSA is a pretax account for buying and paying for medical expenses. Not sure what it stands for. But from what I understand I can buy my protien stuff and vit. with it and it will save us quite a bit in the long run. Plus whatever is sitting in the acct will be earning interest. It will also carry over from year to year and will remain in our acct even after Rick retires until it is then used up....sounds good.
We will try it for a year and see how it goes. We will contribute $1200 and so will the co-op. We also use if for glasses, contacts, regular meds we may be on, otc stuff too..
Well today is Branson day with my gang of hoodlums...Those senior adults can be a real handful...lol! I sure hope we have a great day at the "Promise" Im excited to see Steve in the new role. The last time I saw it he wasnt getting to also play Pilot...I think it will be fun to introduce him to all of the folks after the show..."This is my nephew Pilot" lol!
WOW! How early was Jeanine's surgery? Cant wait to hear from her and how shes doing..Sis, let us know as soon as possible...call me if you can. I leave around 11 but wont be out of pocket until 3 when the show starts...okay?
Well, gotta go get my protien started...
I guess I will throw my coat in for later today, they say it is really going to drop later on...UGH....I hate winter!
Love you all and have a blessed day!
GOD is my ROCK! SUGAR 
Good Morning Dear Friends,
Well Mimi ~ I guess I WAS just plain ole brain dead last night but I feel much better this morning and woke up to the wonderful smell of apple butter cooking... it goes all thru the house and simply smellls wonderful!
Yes I hope to go see Jeanine and Steve this evening and if not then first thing tomorrow.... I am so praying that she does well and does NOT have to have a tracheotomy! She was concerned about that but was prepared to go thru it if she had too.... I'm praying and have been since I met her two weeks ago that she will not have to have that done.
I am going to take her one of the surprises that I am making for the 19th and going to make her husband some white chocolate rice crispies... she says he will take rice crispies over the most decadent chocolate dessert! ~too funny Will have to get started on that as soon as I get back from my walk this morning.....
I am hoping that I can lose to 50 lb mark on my scales by next Wednesday and I think I just might make it... not much I can do about it if I don't I just thought it was a good lofty goal for the two month mark... especially since I seem to be losing a bit slower than some of the others.... can you believe that Dennis has lost 70 lbs already!!! WOW that is fantastic! I'm just simply thrilled for him and I read where Tammy~Ammy said that he is off all diabetic medications!!! I have been praying for that since I knew he was going to be able to have the surgery! I really really wanted that for him! I will never forget him telling me how he would never be able to have the surgery! and my heart went out to him.... I didn't know at that time if I would ever have the surgery either... Our God is an awesome God!!!!
Oh boy this back pain is the pits but I am doing ok with the walking if I do it in the morning .... but by the end of the day it is screaming... if I have been on my feet all day.... it was protesting when I was cutting Paul's hair that's for sure. I refuse to take more than one dose of pain meds a day though.... they are the big ones and I sure don't want to be dependent on them. It will be interesting to see what you all find out about that pain patch?
Mimi ~ I had to get a good chuckle when you told me not to take off too many of the layers of clothes when I am walking!!! oh my goodness there would be cars in the ditch all the way up and down the road!!! Too disgusting for them to even drive straight! ~tee hee I'm quite certain it would be a shock to there senses and a serious strain on there necks!!!
Andy I'm so glad you are all done with the Dr. appts for awhile and your leg is looking good again... I am so excited to hear all about the journey of Susan with her WLS adventures! I am praying that all will go smoothly and she will be so much much better off like Dennis and I with that ole diabetes!
Barbara ~ bobby calves are so much fun!!!! Knitting is such a nice thing to do on a cold winter day! with a cup of hot something and wrapped up in nice soft blanket! Oh life is good! I don't knit but I do crochet... I am going to bring Wed.. my very small talent in that area for you to see.... You and Vesta have been busy little bee's!
Debbie Darl'n ~ I'm bringing caramel apple salad on Wednesday. I can't wait to see the pics of the play! I thought of you last night while you were there... I know you were proud of your dear boy!
I'm so sorry to hear Cassie is in the hospital and am praying she gets better real quick!
{{{Deb}} Goodness lady we have to get you to all fixed up real soon I'm so concerned about that lump you have on your belly! You just must get that taken care of! Wish I could fix it for you! I am praying that you will find the solutions to all that is bothering you... physically and every other way you have a need!
Peggy ~ you are too funny! Paaaar taaaaay! I do need exact directions... but I'm not sure yet if I will be coming up 50 or 70 depends if Marilyn wants a ride. Bev. B could not come since she has to take care of her grandchildren and I seen where Corine had to work too so it would be just me and Marilyn if she can get some of her family to take care of her mother... she is to let me know this weekend.
No my Tito does NOT get to walk with me ..... he is too mean (4 lbs) to those big dogs (60+ lbs) It is simply hilarious to see little Tito chasing at a full run those big dogs off our property!!! Just does not make good sense but it has happened over and over again! Love the power of positive thinking!!! ~tee hee
I laughed right out loud when I read where you wrote you tried to kill your son and he just would not die!!! Too funny!!! Your a hoot!
Janet ~ you sweet lady are on my heart this week... I hope you get the time to just get out there with no one to bother you and work on those chests I hope it will be good "therapy" for you focusing on something so pleasant! I am praying for your mom and dad and that you and your family will be guided and directed in what your future holds whether it is in AZ or here! Also praying you find just the right Drs. to do what you need done! I feel bad when I feel bad about my back knowing you deal with pain on a much much higher level! Oh that you could get some major relief from that constant pain!
Tammy Ammy ~ oh my goodness I hope you get to come on Wednesday! It would be simply wonderful to get to meet you! You were at the very first COF meeting I went to but did not get to talk to you... I was sure a bit shy back then.. oh dear! I've come a long way since that day! ~ha Now ya'lls can't shut me up! ~tee hee
Renee ~ My dear friend the pic was bad I looked like I'd tied on a good drunk! 
~ha Janet looked beautiful .... her hair just looks so nice! well heck she is just a beautiful woman!
I'm so sorry about Kayela's situation and hope all works out just as it is suppose to with the courts... and that she can get some type of comfort in all the situation however that needs to come.
Sugar ~ I can't wait to sink my teeth into that pecan pie!!!! and I want to know what you got in those sacks! Could you let me know and I will NOT tell no one else!!! (if I can help it) ~tee hee But I couldn't possibly tell you what I have on my trays! oh just razzing with you... I think I will go scream at my sis! It looked like fun! oh goodness I got to quit!
Well I better get on out there and walk this morning with my clothes on!!! ~tee hee and then get back here and make Steve's rice crispy treats and finish the little gift I'm going to take Jeanine....
Blessing to each one today and I hope you have a simply fantastic day!
bec
OH BEC, you make me laugh....ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha! Your posts, Peggy's and Janets just keep my funny bone tickled! But Bec, I dont think you need any of my pie before your Dr's appt. It might make you gain a pound or 2....lol! Im making a double batch pie, so there will be enough.
By the way sweet lady Janet...missed you yesterday....please post! I worry so about you when your not on here...and besides like I said, I love to read what you write. Im absolutely in love with the idea of a book by you.
GOD is my ROCK! SUGAR
Sugar Baby!
If I gain 10 lbs I'm going to have a "bite" of the pie! ~tee hee I've been so very excited about it since you posted the recipe! It has been one of my very very favorites that and cream cheese fudge at the holidays... I doubt cream cheese fudge will ever be in the mix again but at least I could have a "taste" of the pie! You know I have not "grieved" food as much as I thought I would ..... every once in a while I get a little funky about it but I think I would have to "deal" with looking at that pie and not having a taste!!! ~ha
Boy I got hot on the walk today! Mimi ~ wanted to shed the one layer I did have on! ~tee hee But I refrained.... why?
There is a trucker thats taken to honking at me each day I'm up a the highway when he goes by... he must run some type of route everyday. I know he just has to be a very old man and can't see very well! I most certainly have NOT reached as Debbie Darln's husband said... my "drop dead georgeous" stage yet!!! ~tee hee
Five of the six dogs walked with me today and now there are tree horses that are watching for me to come on the scene with the apples! It's getting to be quite a "run" each morning....
Better get busy on the rest of the day now....
bec
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GOD BLESS YOU TODAY
JAN COOK
Ok I know this is bad to say, but I have to....I hope the weather guy is just smoking his crack pipe a little to much....please please please let him be wrong about it snowing today. It's way to soon for snow. Thank God the propane guy came yesterday.
I had one of the best days I've had in a long time yesterday. I spent the day talking to my bestest friend and Angel. No it wasn't in person, but it was such a good visit. I just wish I could have hugged her. Love you Janet.
Not much going on around here today except housework and of course the laundry fairy has dropped a few load's off.....I swear if I ever catch it I'm washing it to.LOL
Jan I sure hope they throw the book at the idiot, but as bad as I hate to say it I'm losing faith in the system. I think it's pretty sad that flippin buttheads like that have more rights then the victim's. I just can't believe what this world is coming to.
I'm keeping my finger's crossed about going to Peggy's. I may not have the money to go all my money is going to the wedding and shower right now. I sure hope I'm able to and am keeping my finger's crossed.
Susie it's so good to see that your feeling better. I just know you are going to do wonderful. I love you and WELCOME TO THE BENCH.
Sending you many many hugs.
Jeanine you are in my thoughts and prayers today. Love Ya
Janet it was so great talking to you yesterday. The only thing that could have made it better was if it was in person so I could have gotten one of those wonderful Janet Hugs. I'm looking so forward to visiting with you again.
Sugar you got me so wrong, I'm not a dog lover LOL just ask Miss Peanut she's not a dog. LOL Poor little thing, she's so rotten.
The picture sound's great, be sure to post it afterward's so we can all see it. So how are you with taking senior picture's? Tiff is wanting to get started on taking hers, but she doesn't want to go to a studio, so she can have a wider variety of style's. So if you have any good idea's please let me know.
I'm very interested in the black dress. I know I said I got into the size 18 dress but I just didn't care for it much, and I think if it would have been a little bigger it would have looked better, so please keep me in mind for the dress.
Bec I bet you got lonely on your walk without the dog's. I think it's so cute when little dog's don't have a clue their little. Tiff had a cat one time that didn't have a clue she was little, she even tried stalking a deer drinking out of our pond, I swear I laughed until I cried.
I hope thing's work out soon for Kayela's situation also, but the way the system is working it doesn't look promising. I know in my heart though God will take care of it and watch over her.
I hope Everyone has a wonderful blessed day........
Love and Hugs
Renee
If He bring's you to it.... He will bring you through it. 
Hi Auntie Jan and OH Peeps,
Im here. I really wanted to take a break from posting for a bit tho. I can ONLY imagine how sickening it is with all the drama that goes on in my life-to read it day after day after day-and quite frankly-I am sick of posting it. I have nothing else I can post about except my life-and this is what my life has become.
Now-Deb (pooh) and others-I AM NOT talking about YOUR LIVES....I am STRICTLY speaking about Janets life-NOT yours. I DO CARE and I DO NOT EVER think that when I read YOUR POSTS....But... My life has just been a constant drama ball-for months and months it seems, and Im TIRED of it. TIRED! So, IF I take a break-PLEASE dont freak out....Im sure Renee OR Tammy, OR even Sheila would post and let ya know that Im still alive and kicking. I text with them almost every day.
Yeah, things went from bad to worse. Im just tired of this CONSTANT CRAP. I had my EX SIL-WHOM I THOUGHT was my friend-collecting welfare on Stephanie-SINCE JULY! Steph was there TWO WEEKS... AND....She IS STILL RECEIVING IT! Got benefits for her this month already! Well, GUESS who is responsible for paying half of that money back to the state? Yep. Me. To the tune of $531. Now-dont worry, I WONT be having to pay-I have already filed an affidavit against her-BUT.....when I approached her regarding this matter-SHE insinuated that "I" was a bad christian, because I told her to blow smoke up someone elses ass when she said that she told her worker back in August that Steph had moved out-but its NOW NOVEMBER and you didnt notice when your welfare check AND food stamps came, that YOU WERE STILL RECEIVING IT? AND....I GAVE her $40 for Stephanies food AND Stephanies sperm donor gave her $50 and she was SUPPOSE to give Stephanie HALF that, when he found out what I had given her for food-and she never did-because that was around the time her husband had to have that heart bypass and was out of work..... So....I asked how "I" was a bad christian, and she said a good one doesnt use THAT kind of language-Now.....I turned around and said-Oh, so YOUR KIND OF CHRISTIAN IS the kind who STEALS from the state and then LIES to them to get more money? Your telling ME I am a bad christian when you are a hypocrit? HHHMMMM..... Very interesting....sooooo......she told them her brother was disabled-but that I worked....and yadi yadi...Yeah. what a mess. Then....she had enough nerve to TRY and make ME feel guilty-saying that Even though it was HER WORKERS FAULT-that they WILL take that out of her NEXT months benefit AND.....then HER kids wont have food OR Christmas-BECAUSE OF ME-NOT allowing Her to tell the state that Steph JUST moved....Yeah-I guess its okay for ME to repay the state the money YOU ARE ROBBING THEM OF-so that YOU can have food and Christmas-NOT NOT NOT NOT NOT!!~ I guess you better show up at my house with $531 if you dont want to tell them the truth, so I can go pay my half then. Guess she is in a pickle. A friend. Thats WHAT I THOUGHT. My friends wouldnt take and put me down for financial responsibility on a child I PAY SUPPORT FOR EVERY MONTH! Whether "I" have it or not, I freaking TAKE CARE OF MY KIDS! I give Stephanie her ss EVERY MONTH AND...I BUY ALL OF HER FOOD- ALL OF IT! As I sit here and type this-I am crying. I cant stop this. For a couple of days now. Crying. Her kids will not be without-because she will get those organizations to help her out-but my boys WOULD be without-if I had to start repaying the state for something that my daughter NEVER receieved, because she wasnt there long enough! So, its okay to stab Janet, so you can use her daughter.
Then...If thats NOT bad enough...Oh yeah-it gets better....Eric IS entitled to part of my Social Security BECAUSE WE WERE MARRIED MORE THAN 10 YEARS.....Now-the ex spouse has to have the nads (balls) to go after it. Guess what? Im not sure HOW someone with such TINY ANATOMY came up with the cahunas to do it- (his mother told him to, Im sure-because she JUST went after part of my ex FIL retirement!!!) BUT...he WOULD be entitled to take....ready? get this-$121 PER MONTH... PER MONTH! He will owe me JUST SHY of 9 grand next month (back child support)-and HE can legally go after MY disability!!!!!! I NEVER WORKED WHEN I WAS MARRIED TO THAT JERK, BECAUSE HE WOULDNT LET ME! So-ALL of my money was POST ERIC and yet-HE believes HE is entitled-so I am in the process RIGHT NOW of appealing it. I WILL GO BACK TO WORK before I give him a dime. Well, I cant work. But, dammit-I will be a hooker and tell disability to keep their money before I let him have a damn dime. Dont worry peeps...I cant be a hooker-I cant even stand the looks of my naked body-much less make money from it-so no worries there....BUT...I think you get the pic. He is NOT taking my money from me, IF I am breathing. AND...Child support has NOTHING to do with ss. Now-I CAN GARNISH HIS SS IF he WERE to get approved to TAKE MY MONEY...But-TO GARNISH HIM for back support-I would just be taking MY OWN MONEY FROM HIM!!!!! and HE WOULD GET CREDIT FOR IT! So-I BET THATS WHAT HIS LITTLE MIND HAD IN MIND THE WHOLE TIME!
Ok...so it even gets BETTER...Weds dinner time or so...I am loading wood into the fireplace. I take the door down (had been shut because we were gone). I wear gloves that go all the way to my elbows...right? Well, I load the wood...(we sit on this little foot stool bench since Mike and I have such bad knees and backs etc) well.....I take the gloves off...and I dont shut the door because we are home now and want the livingroom to warm up a little more and Im going to be in there soooooo.....leave the door open. I go to get up from the bench, My knee locks. Lose my balance. The bench falls forward-and I LAND ON THE DOOR TO THE FIREPLACE (the part that is on the inside IF the door were shut-so its STILL HOTTER THAN HELL)...Oh yeah. 2 fingers on the left hand, part of the left hand by my knuckles in a couple of different places, and my thumb area....burned beyond whatever-hurts like hell, skin instantly burned off-hanging.....then between left wrist and elbow burned. Right wrist burned bad- not a huge spot, but big enough to hurt like hell........ As I am RUNNING into the bathroom to run cold water over it-I am looking up, bawling my head off-and NOT from the pain, BUT....from pure desperation. Your kidding, me-right? Looking up and saying your kidding me? This IS A JOKE. This is NOT real....what the HELL IS GOING ON?
I do NOT know WHY-My HEART and MY SOUL BELONG TO GOD! WHY is the devil fighting so badly? WHY? That is something I WILL NEVER WAIVER in! SO WHY? WHY? WHY? God, I dont know.
so, there you have it. Another perky post. yep. thats what it was ALL about Weds and Thurs. My life. Boys-they are ok. Jon STILL upset about his turtle dying. Been working on that. I am getting him his own "little" person Bible for Christmas. I read scripture out of mine in a kiddy like manner so he would understand, but its not the same-but he loves to read books now-and we have several that we read from every night-and it can take 2 weeks to read them and thats okay-so I want to find something I can read from every night for him. ALL the guys are TRYING to come down with the crud.....have the boys AND Mike on vitamins now full time-and claritin for the boys. I have Vitamin C on the list to buy tonite at the store.
I do pray for ALL of you. I love and care for you all deeply. Understand that, I have had "friends" whose lives have been drama filled-constantly, and it starts to suck the life out of you-really. You get tired of hearing nothing but bad things-OR drama-whatever...I have had that and it just seems like I have nothing positive to contribute. I do NOT doubt that those of you who say you pray for me and love me-that you really do-and I DO APPRECIATE ALL of the prayers and the love-I do-but I just cannot, in my mind-get over the fact that "I" do NOT want to be that person who is always full of drama and goings on! "I" do NOT want to be THAT person-you know the one-that when you see them walking towards you OR on your caller ID, that you dont want to talk to-because you just KNOW.. You KNOW its going to be SOMETHING....I FEEL thats what MY LIFE is right now! I HATE.....even saying stuff thats going on. I HATE PITY. I DO NOT WANT people to feel SORRY for me. NO WAY! Thats NOT who I AM! Well, with that, I am going to go. I am rambling and dont want to do that.
AS always-your in my thoughts and prayers and special, special prayers going up for Jeanine today! Love that girl and sure hope she is a-ok.....Bec-IF you see this BEFORE you go visit her-could you give her an extra special hug AND a kiss on the cheek to her-SPECIALLY From ME????? PLEASE and THANK YOU!!!! (be gentle tho-no bear hugs....) Prayers for Sherr too-hope someone will get called. Love you all, Janet
