WHATS HAPPENING TUESDAY
I don't have any wise things to say to get you out of all the pain and sorrow in your life but I can listen and send a BIG Cyber HUG

Lap RNY ~ 4/22/2003
5'0" ~253 starting wt. 130 lb loss!
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Extended Tummy Tuck with KU Residency Program
01/08/2010 ....Lost another 7 lbs with TT.
I hope everyone is doing OK, and staying warm. I keep hoping it's going to warm back up, but it doesn't look like it's going to.
My visit to Mobar went good last week except for the skin ulcer they cut open and drained from my lower tummy area. It was horrible. By the time I got there it was the size of a golf ball and had turned black. That poor doctor he stuck the needle in to deaden it, and I hit him. LOL I believe he got me back by packing the hole he made with that gauze that sticks to everything, and so when I got home and was trying to change it I got real close to blacking out from the pain. If it hadn't been for Tiff being there to hit me I would have been out cold in the bathroom floor. She was finally able to get me to lay down. After I finally got my mind working right again I laid right where I was at and finished pulling that stuff out, the whole time screaming in pain. Poor Tiff was in tears and finally walked outside. I went to my pcp the next day and she was so upset they had put that stuff on me and hadn't cultured it. We are waiting now to see the result's. It's starting to heal, but I'm still having some pain, I think it's mostly from the tape it taking more and more hide off each time I change the dressing.
The wedding plan's are all coming together. The shower's will be next weekend, and then we will be starting on the cake's. I still haven't got my dress yet, but will be doing that next week.
Jan Miss Peanut was almost in the wedding, until Lee told us no. LOL He said he wasn't having a dog in the wedding. Of course Kala is still trying to talk him in to it. Her and I already have the dress picked out. LOL Kala told Tiff that her job was to keep Peanut out of sight until it was time to walk her down. I'm really thinking Lee is going to win this one though.
Bec you are so sweet to call and check in on me. It was great visiting with you last night. I'm sorry I had you worried though. I love and Miss you.
Janet sweety can I be ungrounded now please, I have alot of stuff to get done. LOL Girl I so can't wait for a girl's day, so we can visit. I miss our day's together. I Love and Miss you.
I hope everyone has wonderful Blessed day.
Love and Hugs




Good day all! I didnt get on this morning cause I was kinda running behind...but I did make it to the gym and had a great workout...walked away feeling like I had really done a good job! lol
Janet I am so sorry that your days have been so filled with pain and problems..IM praying for you and for your mom. I wish I could take some of the pain away. I did lose some of my OA pain in my hips and other joints when I lost weight. I hope that for you too. I was told I too have ddd but it hasnt really been an issue since Ive lost weight either. I pray those results for you too.
Sis, Im feeling better today. My throat isnt sore at all, but feels weird. Like there is something in there when I swallow. Steve is supposed to come by in a little while and pick up the $ for the tickets for Friday. I am anxious to get that over with so I can concentrate on the 19th! lol Im so excited about this road trip! I have 15 goodie bags made up and Im thinking it might not be enough!
Well, everyone have a great day...i gotta go do some work around here
LOVE AND BLESSINGS TO ALL!
GOD is my ROCK! SUGAR
I am sorry been MIA just been insanely busy trying to get everything done in time. Where did all that time go anyway it seemed to be forever away, now its so close I can almost taste it!!!
I am still so excited I can hardly stand it, the only nervousness I am having is that I am forgetting to take care of something, pay something or clean something LOL!!
Poor hubby is about ready to haul me off early I think because I am starting to panic a bit about the house, mama, my MIL to puppy sit and pick up my mama on Sunday. AHHHHH I wanna be able to do it all LOL have the surgery, pick up mama and wait on her like always, spoil her rotten!! The hardest thing about this so far is getting it to a point I hope, I think, umm I might can let go and get this done haha!! I am not a control freak by far just that there is a lot I do hubby has no idea I do!
I wish I could weigh myself but i am just over the top amount for my scale here and my PCP's scale so I have no clue how much I have lost if any, hubby swears some is missing tho, hope he is right!! I still have not cheated so hope weight loss or not my liver will make doc H happy haha!!
Not a lot going on here other than cleaning, organizing the house and bills, packing and generally getting my junk together, LOL If i actually get it all together it will be a first that is for sure!!
Janet I am so sorry things are so hard for you right now, I know you don't think so but girl you are one of the strongest woman i have EVER known, I would be bat crazy long ago if I had to deal with half of what you do!! I hope you know you are loved by all of us and tho we may not be able to do a lot since we aren't close we can be a shoulder to lean on when you need it, PLEASE call me email me, anytime or let me know anything I might be able to do to help in any way!! I am praying for you!!!
Deb(pooh) Girl I am praying with all my might for your niece, you and especially her little boy!! That reminds me very much of a situation we went Thur with my step brother and his kids, it was NOT easy to say the least, but after many prayers they were adopted within our family and are now safe. The kids lived with me two years and my ex and I tried to adopt them, their parents finally gave up custody after we had divorced and I had moved to Arkansas, they would not allow me to adopt them and take them this far away. It was very hard after so long to let them go again but my sister adopted them and they are VERY happy!! hang in there, I am praying for you and I KNOW God will find a way for you to him that sweet little boy!! i am so happy he has you to love him enough to try and help him!! HUGS!!!
DebbieD I was so sorry to hear you hubby was laid off, we to have been there, it is not easy especially in times like this, I am praying he will find the perfect job for him very soon!! HUGS!!
Bec WOOT on the new hair do cant wait to see your new look, I am sure you are even more gorgeous now!! Your hubby sounds a lot like mine, they love us and see us and nothing more, nothing bad and unfortunately miss the improvements too haha!!
Renee OMG girl that sounds awful!! I am so happy your doing better!! I hope you will soon be feeling like your old self and be at the wedding with bells on!! I am sure the wedding will be wonderful with all your hard work!! I am sorry they cute peanuts part that sounded cute!!! HUGS hang in there girl and get better!! HUGS!!
Jan I sure hope you and Joe are feeling better today!! I am praying for you guys!!! Love you!!
I know I am forgetting way to much but the phone is ringing and I am about to be late to get the dog to the groomers. LOL I groom all my babies but one old Pekingese I adore her but she is grouchy now that she is old and she says no way mama so she has to go to pampered pets where they have harnesses for her hehe!!
Thank god the list almost done and its almost here I need the rest hahaha!!!
HUGS!!!
Jeanine
Peggy, Susie, and Lynnette You are in my prayers!! I hope you will all be feeling better soon!!
Also miss waterfall 999 CONGRATS!!!!! I am soooo happy for you I know you were welcomed warmly to the bench!!!
sorry i been MIA just seems to be 1 thing after another, work is going ok i just cant get my reg paying job back till Dr releases me full release and that wont be for a couple months or so ...so gotta stick it out and work for chicken feed 4 the time being......shoulder or collar have been hurting by the time i get home and im just so stressed out.....kids...wont even go into it but would like a prayer request for them.....
prayers for ALL who r sick and i miss u all
hugs n love
Sheila