Good Morning, Feeling normal again!
I'm so glad to hear that Benny. And don't worry about being nuts. You know what they say about sanity being a one trick pony ride. LOL Just in case you don't they say sanity is just a one trick pony ride but when your good and crazy the sky's the limit. LOL 
So it's more fun to be a little nuts than totally sane. Take care and God Bless.
Sky
So it's more fun to be a little nuts than totally sane. Take care and God Bless.
Sky 
Benny,
You've been on an emotional rollercoaster for so long about this I think you were crying healing tears. I am so excited because your surgery date is on my birthday so I know you'll do great. I won't have it any other way. I'll be at the meeting Monday night and am anxious to meet all of you.
Hugs to you and prayers of thanksgiving that you're feeling more yourself today.
Lovely Lana
Hang in there Benny! I believe God will get you through. I know what it is to deal with depression. My journey of depression began when I was 18 years old, that was way back in 1971. My only brother and his wife and 5 children died in their home from carbon monoxide poisoning. Push forward to 1992 I had to have a total hysterectomy, which causes depression, at least it did in me, then in 1993 my mama died at the age of 66, which I thought I would never get through. Then in January 1996 my first cousin died at the age of 38 from a blood clot that exploded her heart, she had - had previous back surgery for the same problem I have. She was as close to me as a sister.
Then in May of that year my baby boy Matthew committed suicide, he was only 22, I don't know how I ever got through that, only by the grace of God.There are still time periods during that time that I remember nothing about.
My daddy died in 1998, and by this point I had developed fibromyalgia which feeds into the depression, with daddy's passing I felt that it was the last straw for my sanity. Then on the morning of daddy's funeral we got there to find that several keepsake items that my daddy wanted buried with him had been stolen off his body by who we never found out.
But I know beyond a shadow of a doubt that God is the only saving grace I had. I turned it all over to him and I am getting through, I believe that if God brings you to it, He will take you through it. Praise God! I still have to take 2 antidepression meds.
I pray that more healing will come to my soul as the pounds leave. I know that you will make it! Love Brenda 
Brenda
People dont relise how good they have it untill they heare something like what has went on through out your life im so sorry for all that, I want you to know that you by reading what has happend to you let me know how my life is really simple compared to others, and i need to remember that,
I have to deal with my past , i was sexually molested from it had to be a baby till i was in the 5th grade by a cousion, he has passed now, but it takes alot to forgive people that hurts you and i used to blame my dad because he was never there always after wemon in jail ect,, so my mom had to work to suport us and while she was at work i was held down. I didnt tell her untill i was 15 , i couldnt i knoew it would kill her and it almost did she blames herself , but its nobodys falt but the person that does horrble acts like that. that is the kind of depression i go through , but i dont think i would ever make it what you went through , thanks for your suport and help!
Hi Benny,
Believe me that I was not telling you my life to make it sound worse than yours! I wanted to share with you that God has got to be your saving grace. I know by what God's word tells me that the people that have hurt us in our lives have to answer to God for the horrible sins they have committed against his children! Keep praising the Lord and give him all the glory and I know he will carry us as when we see only one set of footprints we know they are his.
Love Brenda
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