10 months out update
YAY!!
Well folks I am doing the skinny happy dance!! 1 year ago I made a life altering decision to have RNY done at Barix in Michigan, my PCP approved my request to send an application to ohip and they approved me with in weeks... On my BD Feb 20 I went to barix with my children for a group consult and went with the great Dr Kam. I got my approval Feb 24/07 from Ohip and had surgery April 3, 07 I am now almost 106 pounds down I am 1 pound under goal and have never looked or felt better in my life.
There have been many personal changes since all this took place; I am getting Divorced finally!! I met a really great guy too. I am selling my home I co-own with my EX to purge him somewhat from my life...LOL I am starting to work full time first time in 6 years.
I am meeting people for the first time and they tell me,"Wow your so thin and you eat so healthy!" well if they only knew what I was like before!! But its true I look and feel great I have finally recognized the woman staring back at me in the mirror.. I have not found a new addiction yet I keep looking LOL but nope cannot find one.. I love to shop, but thats because I was so limited before but truth is I often shopped before too and had clothes in my closet with tags on that I never ended up wearing, at least now I wear it all!! I am loving my new body even the excess skin is better than the alternative.
I still turn sideways to get through tight spaces my old body could not get through and my boyfriend and kids laugh at me..LOL I still sometimes think I am 100 pounds heavier and I am not... My boyfriend gets upset when I lose weight cuz really I should not be losing anymore. I am eating really healthy and I have cut down my workouts to twice a week as per the Nutritionist at Barix.... I am trying to maintain my weight not lose anymore. SOmetimes I say to the kids we all need to go on a diet we are all fat... and they yell at me..LOL they both need to lose at least 20-30 pounds so I put myself in there with them and it kills them. I share clothes with my 12 year old daughter everything I buy for me she is like oh I like that I am going to share that with you...LOL I never thought that would ever happen...
Over all I am loving this and it has been the toughest and best decision I have ever made. I am healthier now than I have ever been!! I can finally live my life without hindrances(except the excess skin)!! Life is great!!
Good luck to all the newbies out there and if anyone has questions I would be happy to help..
Hugz to everyone
XO


There have been many personal changes since all this took place; I am getting Divorced finally!! I met a really great guy too. I am selling my home I co-own with my EX to purge him somewhat from my life...LOL I am starting to work full time first time in 6 years.
I am meeting people for the first time and they tell me,"Wow your so thin and you eat so healthy!" well if they only knew what I was like before!! But its true I look and feel great I have finally recognized the woman staring back at me in the mirror.. I have not found a new addiction yet I keep looking LOL but nope cannot find one.. I love to shop, but thats because I was so limited before but truth is I often shopped before too and had clothes in my closet with tags on that I never ended up wearing, at least now I wear it all!! I am loving my new body even the excess skin is better than the alternative.
I still turn sideways to get through tight spaces my old body could not get through and my boyfriend and kids laugh at me..LOL I still sometimes think I am 100 pounds heavier and I am not... My boyfriend gets upset when I lose weight cuz really I should not be losing anymore. I am eating really healthy and I have cut down my workouts to twice a week as per the Nutritionist at Barix.... I am trying to maintain my weight not lose anymore. SOmetimes I say to the kids we all need to go on a diet we are all fat... and they yell at me..LOL they both need to lose at least 20-30 pounds so I put myself in there with them and it kills them. I share clothes with my 12 year old daughter everything I buy for me she is like oh I like that I am going to share that with you...LOL I never thought that would ever happen...
Over all I am loving this and it has been the toughest and best decision I have ever made. I am healthier now than I have ever been!! I can finally live my life without hindrances(except the excess skin)!! Life is great!!
Good luck to all the newbies out there and if anyone has questions I would be happy to help..
Hugz to everyone
XO