Stress and the wedding cake
WARNING FOOD PORN
I had spent all Monday and Tuesday training at work. On Wedneseday my "in" box and voice mails hadn't been touched for 2 days. I was STRESSED! How am I going to catch up. I started that sinking feeling in my stomach, my brain felt rushed, oh no could this be an anxiety attacK???
Hmmmm.... my co-worker had brought in left over wedding cake from her son's wedding. It "talked" to me all morning. I even lifted the cover and looked. NO that won't solve my problems... NO, NO cake- breath, relax, get a hold.
And as our story closes.....................Emily lived happily, anxiety reduced witnout the cake, AND Thursday and Friday morning the scale read below 280!!!!!!! slightly, but under 280
food for comfort-- this is going to be a hard lesson.
I had spent all Monday and Tuesday training at work. On Wedneseday my "in" box and voice mails hadn't been touched for 2 days. I was STRESSED! How am I going to catch up. I started that sinking feeling in my stomach, my brain felt rushed, oh no could this be an anxiety attacK???
Hmmmm.... my co-worker had brought in left over wedding cake from her son's wedding. It "talked" to me all morning. I even lifted the cover and looked. NO that won't solve my problems... NO, NO cake- breath, relax, get a hold.
And as our story closes.....................Emily lived happily, anxiety reduced witnout the cake, AND Thursday and Friday morning the scale read below 280!!!!!!! slightly, but under 280
food for comfort-- this is going to be a hard lesson.
Emily SW 320, Pre Surg 271.3, Lowest 189.8 Current 212.9 GW -155-188
Continuing the weight loss journey 10 pound goals at a time. June 2011
Emily!!! Way to go...food is not a solution -we find solutions cause we are smart people. THe world and all the cooking shows and commercials make us think we are a piece of wedding cake away from having all our work done, or having a wonderful relationship, or well you fill in the blanks. It is a lie!! Food fuels us PERIOD. and what a hard lesson to learn, putting food in its proper place is for me the hardest part of this journey.
It was magic when she realized who she had become...
Kate
Highest Pre-op right after Surgery Current Goal
236 213 219 140 130
96 lbs lost and gone forever!! To God goes the Glory!
Finally it moved!